harrows. :D
ytd. was terribleeee. at the start of the day. our school seriously cmi. bloody N called my mum, she assumed i slept in her class. even if i did i wasnt the only one right. why call MY mum? cos you dont like me right! everytime also pick on me. everything also ME ME ME. whatever. just f off and die. went to buy pens after sch. but was sorta broke. june mummy wanted to lend me but not enough. so alim paid for me! :D thankyouuuuxz. was sorta motivated. when i was back home, i did elit. and studied amaths. which alim taught me earlier. and slept quite early. oh yah. and he sent me to sch in the morning! <33333
todayyyy. was a better day. :D rained in th morning. chem was okok. then amaths test. we were sort of late. the test was ok. at least this time, i attempted 21 marks out of 35, instead of the 9marks the other time. sense of accomplishment. if i pass, i will cry to death! :D then maths free period, then cme.
after cme, mrs lee talked to me. sort of brought me to my senses. should be the 50% of the awakening. hahaha. told me abt my psle score, my potential and how my laziness affects it. she wants to see me do better in the exams next month. i shall do well and make her proud! she really makes me feel bad not realising my potential. i know i can do better in maths, RL should not be affecting me. i'll try my bestest. (:
wah. i took like 1.5hrs to type this post. LOL! anw, motivations just come and go. but some motivations stay. (: impt motivations, like alim. now that i feel super-motivated, i shall complete my ss. without complaining so much alr. and maybe i should sleep at 11 today. :D
nights and byeee.
OH CRAP. THERE'S CHEENA TMR. F LAAAAAA. sian diao. i wanna ponnnn. ): spoilerxzxz.