harrow.
currently suffering from another school-start-tmr-and-i-dint-do-my-work blues. sian. i have sososo much work but yet i dont feel like touching a single shit. saw my common test papers when i was flipping through my mountain of wkshts. sudden awakening - i needa start studying. rmb in my previous post i said i needed an awakening? maybe this is the 30% of it. things i need to start buck-ing up on.
amaths - at least a pass.
emaths - get a 'b'
puregeog - at least a 'b'. no more borderline score.
english - do the bloody boring assignments given by the super-slack tcher.
elit - freaking hell start reading mockingbird.
yep. and i dont really know where to start. except, like what junemummy said, buy some pens and lets start chionging! and yea. every thurs we shall go study. hmm, maybe i should start bringing forward the other 60% of the awakening. damn i seriously needa wake up. thing yet to be done.
1. socialstudies timeline
2. character review for mockingbird.
3. maths. LOADS OF MATHS. 50% of the mountain formed by it.
4. chemistry txtbk.
I SO WANNA DIE. 5% of the awakening is fading away. damn. HOWWWW. we gotta take drastic measures. the buy-a-pen-to-motivate-self movement shall start tmr! andand. im so gonna start studying. I DONT CARE ALR.
went out with bryan, abigail and louis today. supposedly columbus ppl to sentosa. in the end, watched '21' at vivo and played water. haha. fun. 21 rocks. the guy is so freaking hot! and bryan and i sabo-ed the other two to sit together at another row. so funnyyyyy. :D
I WANT TO DIE. and yet, i wanna start doing smth abt it. its super hard. human beings are such vulnerable creatures. at times they may seem super retarded and enjoying every single bit of life, yet at other times, they look like they can be squashed and killed at any moment. and then i'd feel like holding them in my arms and never letting go or letting anything squash them. nothing at all. and maybe if possible, even transfer as much love to them as possible. i mean, we might be vulnerable creatures but we gotta support each other. its impt. and i shall do that.
sense of accomplishment, long post after a long while man. andand. junemummy and i shall start chionging officially as of tmr. :D
and please ignore all those random "I WANT TO DIE"s. as it is random and i really wanna live. (: i have people who love me and people i love. i love naming them! alim, mummy, june, nat, shirlene, bryan, huaiying, yilin, joan and many more.
happybirthday in advance to garykor my beloved and bestest and most-handsome-ever cousin. :D
and to alim's father.
bye peeps. and, happy youthday. :P