11.28.2008

i need a psychiatrist .

eastcoast with alim rocked. <3
alim's hse + cooking at fang's today rocked too. <3


now with this new issue of insecurity, i feel so vulnerable. 
im really emotionally unstable. 
and everything is so fucked up. 
so is my mood.
im sorry if i attitude you or whatever.

in the past it would take much more to make me shed a single tear.
but now, i cry at almost everything.
it sucks.

i feel weak.
damn freaking weak.

whats my problem. 
i needa sort myself out.
seriously need to.
i dont even know what im thinking and what makes me like this.
it scares me too.
and i need a psychiatrist. 


actually, i just need a hug.
and reassurance.

insecurity kills.