sorry about not updating and all.
my blog so damn boring sia.
i know, like no pics just boring words.
anw, these few days were sorta sucky.
badbad rainy days. hate it.
and, whats with my mood anyway.
so, now, im not allowed to say "daddy" anymore.
seems like my "dream" one year ago came true.
severe all ties.
OUCH.
ok besides that, i havent been seeing meeelaaaah for really long.
and, im going to youthcamp soon, ):
he now has his stupid big 42inch lcdtv and stupid bloody 6speakers surround system.
so he's forever staying home with his XBOX. WALAOOOOOOO.
and, I CUTTED MY HAIRRRR.
its getting shorter and shorter man.
so much for thinking about longlong hair. -.-
zzzz. be happy alim.
eastcoast tmr w milaaaaa. :D
yaye. pleasee dont rain. tq.
im damn sianed and slacked i think i should go jump off a building and wake up.
hols assignments and all.
and im damn sianed diao. not like it really matter but.
argh. and i cant say it here.
hais. damn sadded. damn friggin.
howwwwww.
there, i cant enter the forbidden territory.
cant. cannot. never.
whatever k.
*acts like it doesnt matter*
and ive developed a new issue of insecurity.
damn. whats with me.
but, how can i not.
seems like things gonna get worse................
howwwwwww.........
argh.
imma go learn to let go.
i really need to.
i mean, now that the physical being is gone, even the heart is gone.
now i gotta erase him off from my memories and all.
darnit.
be happy if you have a father who loves you.
its never easy to come by.
byebye peeeps.
happy joey coming back tmr.
after mila's counselling. LOL
:D seeya'll.