actually typed a whole load here.
been feeling really crazy these few days
and disoriented
my mother is getting harder to live with
she is really inflexible
she needs things to be planned and carried out the way it is
there can be no changes or she'll be really upset
on the other hand im really ok with anything
if you told me a week ago, or just a minute before
im happy as long as it is done and everyone is happy
i really dont know how to live with someone so rigid and "planned-out"
and i feel like ive been really immature in the way ive been handling things
i feel like i need to be forgived by many ppl ive been acting retardedly to
omg i really hope this is just a major pms
i hope i'll grow up
