starting life anew in 2months is weird.
yknow, new school, new friends, new places, new way of life.
when i entered sec sch, i couldnt wait
to get rid of all previous connections, and start new circles
couldnt wait to get rid of any friends in my life
and get new ones.
but, entering poly seems scarier
meeting people seems harder
knowing people and making friends seems impossible
right now
so afraid, to lose connections
and therefore afraid to make new ones
but then again, whats with the insecurity
why should circumstances make me
i decide, and i hold on to my connections