7.11.2009

surrender

1.
have you ever felt like, your whole heart sunk.
but yet try to search for the reason and cant find it.

sometimes, i feel so alone.
i dont understand what happened.
i dont know whats going to happen.

sometimes, i just feel like i need to learn.
theres so much to learn, yet so many trials to face.

yet i will stay strong and smile.
added a new verse in my wallet. 

i will call on the Lord, who is worthy of praise. for He saves me from my enemies.
2 samuel 22:4

and i know that i just have to trust God.
who else can i rely on, that would save me from my enemies.
if there was, i wouldnt anw.

thank you Daddy, for loving me nevertheless. <3

2. 

i swear i never felt so sure in my life.
yet now it has all totally changed.

what should i do, where do i go next.

i know that i do not have to fret / fear.
yet i am only human.

totally 2 different things yet both so me.

and i just throw up my arms and let God do the work.
i'll leave the trouble to you Daddy, you know whats best for me.


and though i know i've written/ typed all these with a super troubled heart.
i know that my questions will not be left unanswered, and my problems will not be left unsolved. 

:) love you Daddy.