2.03.2009

drained out but hyper-ated! :D

heyo.

been having fever these few days, along with my super sexy+man voice. 0.-
despite that, i dint wanna miss any lessons in school or anything! 

on monday, i woke up at like freaking 12pm! 
66miss calls from mum and 10 messages from friends. LOL. :X

was running a fever but decided to go to school. cos there's cheena remedial and geog test.
good girl eh. :D 
yup reached sch in time for chem. 
lab period. did titration.. AGAIN. -.-
whatever. 

anw, after cheena remedial, went to j8 with raint and bryan. 
ate kfc. OMG shouldnt have la. made my voice worse. 
anw, after that went to cafecartel. 
tgt with many many ppl. LOL. 
hmm, then waited for bus. 
with bryanchngy. :D 

anw, today ran 2.4 omgomgomgomgomg. 
I CANT BELIEVE I FREAKING PASSED LUH. 0,-!
i didnt do nafa last year cos of my back prob. 
yea so i supposedly suck but yay. :D

emaths test was.. hmm.
i can say good? oh well it was a simple chapter luh. 
statistics. lol. but felt kinda accomplish to have actually studied for a test. :D 
then expressions. did some lame reflection AGAIN on ugly sgpreans. 
damn lazy so wrote crap. 
OH YA. was helping natapig with her INFECTED ear.
OMG TSK TSK. never take care. super gross! thank god we cleaned it up today. 

after recess was phys. 
resistance. wah, i feel so. hmm.
the class in kinda competitive in phys. 
and yup the chaps are getting harder, trying to cope. 
i love physics! i wanna top. but kinda impossible eh? :( 

then lit. 
SUPER HAPPY THAT THERE WAS NO TEST! :D;D;D;D;D;D
heh heh. i read the chapter tho'. 
she went through chap 15 and yup.
as usual the class was super inattentive and distracted.
urgh. felt kinda bad.
cos she's a really nice tcher and i wanna do well to make her proud. 
hahaha i shall. :D 

then no more sch. 
went for shoooting. 
OH YA.
 HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKIE! <3

got to know the new sec 1s. cute sia. 
AND OMG AHMAD IS SOOOOOO KAWAIIII. 
small and chubby and cute, super potential younger brother la. walao. 

then went j8 w bryan and raint and joan.
but joan left 1st.
went to basement to get MILODINOSAUR!!! woots. ;)
then went to interchange w bryan and raint. 
took 59 home.
omg la i fell asleep on the bus while msging gerald and WALAO. 
damn heng ah.
lucky there was sm1 who pressed the bell if not i miss my stop.
and have to miserably walk back home like super far la. zzzzz. 

and im hyper-ated! 
im seriously fighting the stupid fever and flu virus in me. LOL.
i know im falling freaking sick but i just push myself la.
i cant afford to miss and lessons in school.
and after the wonderful wonderland at CHINGAY2009, im feeling super hyper.
and energized, TOTALLY! 
despite being drained out physically, im super ready to go all the way man. :D
and that rocks. 

which means im a good girl, i do my work. and i go to school.
muahahahaha. :D 

many many pics from chingay but lazy to upload. :P
and m1 outing soon! double yay! 
really love all the friendships built and all the diff ppl met.
so  cool to realise that there are many other freaking retards who love jumpshots too! 
and are super camwhores and are super hyper and can scream and jump and go crazy.
zi-high in short.
yay means im not alone. 
thank god! :D 

LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE M1! <3
although they bully me. :( 

oh ya, disaster part 2 was today.
omg, seriously emotional breakdown x 100000000000000.
thank god there's my hyperness to pull me up man. 
and of course gerald who's always been there for me. <3

freaking bloody liar, get away from me. 
omg i dont blame you la, but wth, heartless shit.
lovelovelove, love my ass ah. 
you dont even freaking care if we have a roof over our head.
'love you, take care' bunch of bullcrap.
you are the one we have to careful about.
you are the one causing our stupid shit ass insecurity.
damn you. 
i dont hate you ok. 
but seriously. just damn you. argh.

and here it comes again.
that insecurity i hate to feel.
first in relationships but thank God its settled. 
now for my family which i have always had. 
really hate it but will learn to trust God.
and just entrust everything to him.
he shall be my security and assurance at this time. 

i shall not rely on some msg to give me the artificial security to make me happy.
i dont need it.
i hate liars.
why must you be such a hypocrite.
no more, i will never trust you ever again.

anw, im okay and yup.
god'll find us a super nice house to live in. 

im still super hyper and im not gonna let it fade!
study study do work do work.

thank God still for my many motivations and wonderful people around me! <3
i love all of you! :D shall mention a few, mummy of course, natapigggy!, gerald , bryanchng, matt, gladys and fourpeace! 

hmm, directly / indirectly, they made me feel like i should start studying.
and stop slacking and being a freaking pig. 
and i have like, tons of tutors ready to save me. 
YAY. <3>

so now, i shall do my ss hmw. :D 
and i love chingay.
i shall go for all the volunteer opportunities available!
wheee thats where i shall draw my energy and hyperness. 

wah this is a super long post man. -,-
sorry to bore you people. 
heh heh. 
love you for reading this! :P

byeeebyeeeeeee. :)