sometimes life just doesnt wanna let you off.
it gives a major one.
then gives you loads of time to get over it.
just when you are going to, another one comes.
and then when it all seems to be okay alr.
small little minor one reminds you.
of that one major event.
what the hell is all this shit happening to me.
why the fuck must it always be me.
let me off already.
i always feel like im making a bigg fuss out of almost nothing.
that is how i tell myself to move on.
how i force myself to pretend its all okay.
where were you when i needed you.
just one word from you is enough.
am i really that dependent?
im gonna start learning to be independent.
if i can even get over all the craptartic shit.
no i cant.
i need your loving hands to pick me up.
but where are you.
bye.