hi, its the start of prelims tmr.
im still not asleep and i dont know why.
feeling really uncomfortable, as if my heart sank.
yknow, smtimes i dont really know whats going on.
i often hope it will end up well.
but then i get really sad and discouraged sometimes.
if only i could have words of affirmation.
i think i need that, alot.
praying that tmr's paper will be a breeze.
i really miss ah gong. randomly.
if only i could seee him or smth.
lunched at mannhatten fm with mum and tofu today.
for mum's bday.
then headed to study at tofu's hse.
supposed to, but didnt really in the end.
got chased out.
walked back to mrt.
thanks for lunching w us today :)
i dont really know why im feeling so down suddenly.
and i dont like it.
may tmr be better.
sometimes i wished that no one liked anyone.
:S
goodnight.