hey.
feeling like shit.
i think im falling sick.
im having a super blocked nose, and i eat one meal a day, and i have diarrhoea...
my mum is being a total bitch.
she always says it as if i went to make myself fall sick.
so what, i bathed with ice water and stood infront of 1000 fans at full power?
or i purposely eat bird shit?
not as if im having a great time on my side.
-.-
not only that, i feel like total crap.
uselessly wandering around everyday, cos i dont wanna go home.
not cos i dont wanna go home, but cos i hate being home alone.
the weather is freaking hot, i'll suffer a meltdown.
look at the freaking sky, its super fogged up like mad.
and theres some 7mth event downstairs.
i can hear every single word clearly. every.
everything just frustrates me and its not even pms.
i think i should like fall ill and pass out for awhile.
or smth..
yknow at times like these, i need silence.
friggin hell, i cant even get any.
life's bullcrap, and you know i dont often say this.
argh gbye.