6.03.2009

dread.

after much hesistation i decided to blog.
mainly cos i have nothing to say i guess.

hmm, had school and lit sems for the past two days.
it was okay.
chem and physics were productive, surprisingly.

actually i dread the days passing.
i dont want it to pass so fast.
its the 3rd of june.

been feeling this kinda emptiness here.
inside of me.
i dont know what is it.
but i know that i'll never find that thing to fill it.

after lit sem today, went to fang's hse!
bof atw man.
WOOOOTS.
the story is getting worse omg.
so confusing, i mean, mind boggling.
whatever it is, we concluded that this kinda stuff doesnt happen in RL.
seriously it doesnt! -.-
but i still love kimbum ttm.

oh yea, keith's bday party ytd.
it was good and fun and retarded.
pics up on facebook.
and tap tap is damn fun, argh.

theres pure geog tmr, i dont wanna go.
but it beats staying at home.

yknow there are times, when you are so bored you stone.
as in really stone.
wah it scares me.
i mean, there are 100001 things that we could do.
but we just cant think of any at that point.

its still early, but i feel like sleeping alr.
hmm.

oh, happy bday stacia! :)

lets hope for happier days ahead.
altho i doubt so.
maybe, ahead of ahead.

i guess i need a hug right now.
oh well.
tmr'll be a happy day.


when the day comes, i'll stand strong and say.
i dont need you, daddy.
i never did.