from ben's blog. its sososo pretty right. (y) to ben!
hello.
i know my blog is freaking boring.
sorry uh
ok fine but i do have a pic for you all.
its classic okay.
D:
oh well, i cant even rmb prisch as a phase of my life.
hmm scary.
school today was hyperistic. :D
usa about some drug abuse thingy.
presented by ppl from helping hand.
quite cool uh, mostly vids.
and woah, surprised when we found out they were christians.
there were 2 guys that came to tell us their story.
so sincere and believable. hah.
cheena, cai ls never come! :(
finished up bzbd and was testing pens w hy. haha.
then physics.
was okay, felt accomplished for doing that freaking load of hmw. :D
recess was a mad rush.
chem, was done in comlab2.
ivan said that the comps came w windows vista, but th school downgraded it.
to windows xp. -.-
stupid waste of moolah.
we dl-ed some ppt slides which were freaking good.
and i really mean it.
first time, or very seldom that we actually manage to understand chem.
you know, its CHEM. -,-
so it means that it really helped luh. ;D
got back results for chem test.
happy + sad?
idk also. its like im smiling and telling ppl how depressed i am. LOL
i just passed. 10/20.
and i studied like, hard.
quite hard. ok very.
but i didnt focus on the main part that came out. :(
i should have just memorised eqns like what poh said.
argh so dissapointing.
then had geog.
im not even following th lesson.
i cant, i dont really get it.
urgh idk how am i gonna survive thru geog.
aft school, had emath srp.
woah i really wanna join th teacher grp.
cos i feel damn freaking, slow.
people around me are like, doing it so fast and easily.
like its damn simple.
and im there, stalling. doing it step by step.
really feel like a joke and damn loserish.
so usually, towards the end, i give up.
:( please mrs tay, let me transfer.
ended at 4plusish.
sat in canteen w geraint till 5.
then he left. and i stayed there to wait for kris.
till 645.
was sitting there alone uh.
did physics for awhile.
then stoned.
then read book.
went to foodj to eat my pepperlunch!
wooo cravings. :D
ate it in 30mins.
then trained back.
sometimes its good to sit and stone alone yknow.
like just, stare into space, its a good therapy.
shall do it more often.
tchoukball tmr, may everything go smoothly please.
pleasepleaseplease.
at least let us have fun.
kkthx.
woah its a really long post. :S
sorry to bore y'all.
if you even read this pile of shit.
loves.
everything felt so surreal, did it even happen?
even if it did, how much does that mean to you eh.
i really really wonder.