lol sorry this is a damn lagged post. but anw.
ive been really lazy to post lately. so yea im sorxzx..
christmas is/was/has been crazy! AHHHH!!!
sososo many prezents to settle and collect! :D
and the best christmas gift of all was like, the best ever gift everxzxz.
like, super best. hahahaahaha! come ask me what izzit k. :D
spent approx 100 on presents. hahahaa. :X
super crazy.
and im having weird dreams these days.
SUPER WEIRD AND RANDOM OMG I CANT EVEN BELIEVE IT.
ok fine, its a dream. 0.-
so, have been thinking by myself for the past few days.
scary scary.
resolutions and targets and all.
so irritating. and, next year is damn impt.
so, im gonna die.
sorry bout the many 'so's.
christmas cel at grandma's was really good.
HAHAHA. VERY VERY GOOD.
despite the super extreme lack of food. :( :( :(
it was fun, the games and unwrapping presents and all.
gong gong was just discharged on christmas eve.
sad thing is, it was because he wanted to, not because he can be.
they dont even know whats wrong with him yet, but confirm must operate.
he doesnt want to.
and, im very scared.
because if the thing in his stomach is cancerous.
then, his days are numbered?
yea.
and it is super suspected to be cancerous.
but i dont want him to die yet.
he havent even see any grandchildren get married.
ok fine thats not the point but.
aiya, just dont die first.
and, we are all keeping him in prayer.
the whole family. and all.
went over to grandma's today.
gong gong is craving for durians.
but he cannot eat any solid food.
not supposed to.
haha. hope he gets to eat it real soon.
wanna see him smile.
and, on christmas, he was very happy.
when unwrapping the prezents. haha.
and seeing him happy made me, sort of cry.
as in, i was happy too.
because in the hospital it was like.
i hated the atmosphere la.
and im sososo glad we had him with us for christmas.
yay.
dear God,
please grant ah gong a speedy recovery.
so that he can eat anything he want and be happy.
amen.
and, I LOVE ALIM LOADSSSSSSSSSXZXZXZXZXZ!!! <3
he's super cute, as always.
okay, erm.
:D
im super happy. tis the season to be jolly!
and, TWELVE days of christmas.
so its not ever yet. :D
and im super happy because,
my darling finally experienced the greatest love of all. <3
how cool's that huh. :D
love ya'll,
nighty. :D :D :D :D :D