when i eat, i feel like puking.
so, i dont really eat.
and when im hungry, i tell ppl im full.
anw, my papers are friggin screwed.
forget it lah. i damn tired la.
i needa sleep.
hai, last 4 papers.
2 papers is buang one.
so wtf sia.
waste my life.
exams are stupid.
argh. i don wanna study alr.
no more motivation.
cos no more $ to buy pens.
went church, then ncc, then library w alim and his sisters.
fun but today very tired.
and my back pain coming again.
i can feel it.
see lah, exams.
sit there and write for so long.
my poor back.
library was retarded and hot with the frigging sun shining.
supposed to study, but who cares.
i tried. lets just depend on my last time knowledge la.
no need study la. -.-
and, i don think im a good girlfriend.
im useless and of no help.
):
what am i supposed to do.
immah loser.
so many sickness.
back, migrane, now stomach.
dammit whats wrong with me.
and i seldom let my mind run so wild.
yet now its happening more often.
its bad and i hate breaking down.
oh well, what can i do.
i needa wash my mind and memories away.
bad for health.
bad for me.
some things just wont leave you alone.
byeeeee.
goodluck to me for mockingbird and chemmy.