10.17.2008

dear bryan,


i feel so accused, you just practically scold me immediately.
why cant you ask me why first.
why cant you care in a better way?
you dont even know the reason and you started immediately.

do you really feel so unappreciated?
i mean, you are my bestfriend eh.
and so easily you let little things get in the way.
maybe its cos of me. 

I NEVER LIED TO YOU.
why would i?
i meant it when i said im sorry.
i meant it when i said i will try.
but what am i supposed to do.
you dont even want to talk to me anymore.

this is not how you care for people. 
i really miss the bryan in obs.
where is he? 
why must you feel so insecure.
why would i not need you to care for me.

bryan, i dont know what am i supposed to do.
friendships cant just end like that.
i dont know. 
im sorry, bestfriend. [if i could still call you that. ]