people say the world is advanced and all.
i somehow agree but is that all really good?
the sky used to be damn pretty in the past i bet. without all the pollution and grey shit people release into the air. seriously what has the world come to. its a total friggin mess. im not being an envirofreak okay. its just that maybe i see even more of the selfish side of humans now. and some others i don really wanna know.
going up to top storeys make me realise many stuff. its a good place to think. like maybe, what if there wasnt cars? what if this what if that. maybe humans wont have diseases. maybe people wont die so young. maybe old people get to enjoy life a lil more. and stuff. yea. maybe there would be more rainbows. and the sky. would be so pretty. and the stars would shine so brightly. without humans' disruption.
sounds like im really crapping. but. all bad stuff that happens to us. isnt it self inflicted? we do bad stuff, we face consequences. pollute air. be lazy. blahblahblah. all so damn friggin selfish people. only think of themselves.
even racism. like, what was it like last time? was there really a diff? malay, chinese, indian? i bet there wasnt really much. humans were just all together. and they shared stuff. they did stuff together and all. look at the world now. what war all those crap shit. its like, a total MESS. mess mess mess. and all those innocent people affected by those selfish shit.
so its those selfish people who makes innocent people really sad and all. hai. i don know. maybe it makes people lose trust in everything. can the things that come out from humans mouth be trusted? "we promise not to start another war again." is that true? "we promise to cut down on releasing gases." really? can they really hold their promise? "we love our earth." wow. my ass. bet you love yourself even more.
so who can people actually really trust? even your true love, cant really be true. promises tend to be broken too. that really comes to show how much of a shit human has become. hurting each other and all. i have nothing else to say alr man. seriously.
i guess this makes people think more. why are they even ever living here on earth. and where do they go after they die. where did they come from. what is earth. is it really just science? is it just a friggin big bang plus alot of coincidence? ask me? i will just say. who do you trust? ask that person.
for me. there is only one thing/person i really trust. and that is God. okay im not being holy. but. ever wondered if ther is something other than humans? something else. not aliens. not martians. something else that is greater. i thought of that many times. answers are hard to get. but only when you truly search for it, then it will come. and you will understand. so if there is a God, why is he letting all these happen? hmmm. we brought in upon ourselves. this is the WORLD. what do you expect. you cant blame God for everything. but, "all good and bad comes from God." thats bullcrap.
so if there is something greater. something that is much much greater than us out there. how would i know? ever believed in spirits? ever felt spirits? only when you experience it yourself then you will believe. intepretations from rocks and made into scripts, idols, burning paper, letting Gods go into your body. all these. what can it really prove. that there is something bigger than us. yea maybe. but. what next. so what goes beyond religions? so its just gods?
only when you are at your lowest point, you will meet God. because only then, you will ask yourself. why am i here. what is this for. what is that for. why are humans humans? when you ask. you will go and seek. and try to find something. that you can believe and trust in. not just friggin selfish humans who thinks only about themselves. but a being that you can trust and rely on. then you would find some purpose in life.
for me, i found it. i found the answer. i felt it. i believe in it. i trust in it. i rely on it. it has never let me down. yes, there is a God. but which one? go find and realise for yourself. don give up. because when you get to know this God, you will understand. really.
everlasting love, there is such a thing. comfort, care. yes there is. it all comes from Him. the maker of heaven and earth. who called us back to him but humans. being humans would never open their eyes. till they are left with nothing. nothing they can rely or trust on. no more money, fame, love, peace with humans. then they start to ask. and hopefully will find.
its not just contextual knowledge really. i mean, what abt those illiterate, dumb, blind, mute? do they believe in anything? they dont read bibles, kurans and what nots. but, i believe that if they ever experience that amazing love, its just that amazing feeling. being overwhelmed by this spirit that is so powerful. definately someone that can be trusted in. and then maybe one day. people will believe. that there is more to life then just "me, myself and i".
if scientists who discover stuff are so much adored and looked up to. what more the one who created all of these and allowed all these to happen. the trees, roots, rivers, plants, sky, clouds all work harmoniously together. doesnt this prove that something or someone must have created it? it cant just be science. it happens cos it happens. bullshit. science is the discovery of all these wonderful creations. which proves how big and amazing the creator is. look at the stuff humans try to build. a dam? to make a lake? or whatever? the side effect and all. they try so hard but they make things worse. generate electricity but in the end causing acid rain upon themselves. drive cars, burn fuels, cause their own diseases and global warming. the earth is going to die. why? because humans destroyed it.
so if scientists are so great, what more the creator of all these things. scientist discover, but what about the maker?
think about it, there is someone out there, waiting for us to realise his love for us.
it really is true. experience his love. stop trying to find trust in humans. its useless. humans are selfish. and useless. but God exceeds all our stupid human ways and ideas. he is God anyway. and he is real.
(: God loves you. come back to him already. stop being lost.
goodnight people! <3