HARROWS. this is my 100th post. -.-
been super slacked these few days, dint study for any tests, dint do all my work, including physics my fave. wrote craptartic shiat for cheena test. sleeping my whole life away. super guilty now. after mrs chin's retarded 'lecture'/talk. despite the amt of pressure weighed on me, i still gotta study. how sucky is that. as i said, motivations come and go. repeating 'i shall study' 10000x isnt going to work.
although im like, super aware that COMMON TEST is super close, im still slacking. cant help it! it comes naturally. -.- i cant find any motivation to study. there are 1001 distractions! like.. phone, computer, sleep, food?, my tailbone, stomach weirdness. whatever. excuses.
I KNOW I NEED TO STUDY. stop repeating it to me 100000000 times. i said I KNOW. just that im super tired. both mentally and physically. how the hell sia. so much work pouring out on us everyday. i know la. its standard. but still. i reallyreally regret not studying maths on my own. and just leaving everything aside. what a waste. now i have to like, catch up. things ppl learn 2/3 weeks ago, im learning myself now. crap shiat. its like im forever lagging. whats this.
and now. after talking so much. there is chem test and geog test tmr. my notes are infront of me. i shall study. now. now. now.
if motivations dont come, i shall just go to it.
i love alimmmmmm. <3333333
bye ppl . (:
been super slacked these few days, dint study for any tests, dint do all my work, including physics my fave. wrote craptartic shiat for cheena test. sleeping my whole life away. super guilty now. after mrs chin's retarded 'lecture'/talk. despite the amt of pressure weighed on me, i still gotta study. how sucky is that. as i said, motivations come and go. repeating 'i shall study' 10000x isnt going to work.
although im like, super aware that COMMON TEST is super close, im still slacking. cant help it! it comes naturally. -.- i cant find any motivation to study. there are 1001 distractions! like.. phone, computer, sleep, food?, my tailbone, stomach weirdness. whatever. excuses.
I KNOW I NEED TO STUDY. stop repeating it to me 100000000 times. i said I KNOW. just that im super tired. both mentally and physically. how the hell sia. so much work pouring out on us everyday. i know la. its standard. but still. i reallyreally regret not studying maths on my own. and just leaving everything aside. what a waste. now i have to like, catch up. things ppl learn 2/3 weeks ago, im learning myself now. crap shiat. its like im forever lagging. whats this.
and now. after talking so much. there is chem test and geog test tmr. my notes are infront of me. i shall study. now. now. now.
if motivations dont come, i shall just go to it.
i love alimmmmmm. <3333333
bye ppl . (: