this post is super long and wordy. and totally from my point of view. you may skip it.
hi. myanmar stuck by cyclone. china by earthquake. whats this? so the whole world were sort of shocked and tried to render as much support as much as possible. but wth. i think the govt rejected the offer. WTF. people are dying. when you hesistate. people are dying when you try to act self-reliable. PEOPLE ARE DYING AND YOU ACT LIKE YOU DONT FUCKING CARE.
whatever. thats not the point. soon after, many countries sent relief teams over. but it was just so hard to get through. its not not-enough-help. its acting-like-we-dont-need-help. anyway. i think now can alr. using helicopters or something.
now, about some ugly singaporeans. watched the news just now. about some people who went to china for holiday but ended up that there was an earthquake. they were sort of trapped at the airport but were unhurt. then they complained to the reporters abt the inefficiency of the tour agency. i mean, COME ON LA. PEOPLE ARE DYING. YOU ALL WANT COMPLAIN ABT WASTING UR TIME? those poor little children are dying. so should they care about irritating kiasi asses who are unhurt, or innocent people dying at a rapid rate?
i really wonder why such fools deserve to exist and have life. i mean we all dont really deserve this life that we have. maybe god wants to show us that these type of beasts exist. and we should never ever be like them. yea, we all deserve to die, but they deserve it more. caring abt your own freaking lives when you are safely sheltered? just be patient abit la. piss me off. anyway these freaking ppl are now in sgp and reporters are surrounding them to ask abt their experience. whatever. cant you just save those time and electricity. and donate to the relief team or smth.
i know i sound like some fool, acting so noble and all. but cant you all see. those images flashing at the back of your heads. blood. dead bodies. more blood. screams of young children. faint last breaths of old people. the mourning and griefing for their loved ones. yea, you can say. so? it doesnt affect me. what can i do to help them? you expect me to fly to myanmar? heck no!
i was at the top storey a few hrs ago. all those tall buildings and roads and cars. reminds me how fortunate i am to be a singaporean. to be born in singapore. where disasters dont just pop out of nowhere. where there are no irresponsible govts. where we have education. what else do we lack? money? more clothes? new cars? fame? those dying people in myanmar and china are clinging on to their dear lives. they dont mind giving up their limbs just for their survival. anything. just to live. yet we, who are so blessed, dont give a heck about lives. we just waste it away.
and wow, suicidal. come on man. those ppl have 1000001 more reasons than you to die. for us it might be, i hate myself, life is meaningless, school sucks, i am so ugly, i am so fat, no one loves me. BUT. for them its i lost my husband/mom/dad/daughter/son. my house is gone. i have nothing to live for. my son is missing. i have nowhere to live. whose is worse. can you stupid fools get a life and cherish it? please.
i know im a loser. all i can do is rant and go on and on abt how ppl irritate me. what can i even do. i can mourn for them? hah joke. i can pray for them. i can be contented. i can cherish my life. i can cherish the people around me. the house i live in. the family and friends i have. while, every minute, people are dying. people cant find their child. people lose their everything. people are clinging on to their last hope.
oh well.
people are dying. what can we do about it anyway..