HELLO ALL!
long time no post. haha. bet you all missed me. ;X
its finally christmas season!
WOOOT! then after this is cny.
yea man.
now. the title.
ahaha.
the relationship between my parents has no reason to be continued.
they cant even communicate.
my father cant contribute.
my mum cant talk insensitively.
ever since i was young, in primaryschool, my parents alr had this problem.
but i never cared, i just wanted them to be together.
cos i was YOUNG. i didnt understand.
so, my dad. he took advantage of my mum.
being so sensitive. and my mum being so straightforward.
he even held a knife at my mum's throat.
broke mirrors and glass.
hitting my mum.
banging her head to the wall.
of all these.
i only witnessed the last 3.
there were many more. that i DID NOT see.
my mum is soft hearted.
she kept it to herself.
till i realised lah.
then my dad became short tempered.
throwing a fuss at little things.
then he moved out.
for 3 days.
for 1 week.
for 1 month.
and now, for 2 months.
and he keeps coming back.
he wants his pride you see.
this relationship is better off not keeping.
talked abt divorce. i totally think its a good idea.
no one wants to speak up.
no one wants to make the 1st move.
whatever.
then, now he keeps talking crap.
about forgiving him and stuff.
thats none of my biz, so i don really care.
its not like i dont treat him like a father.
he did not do his role as a father.
everything was done by my mum.
paying for my school stuff.
buying clothes.
choosing school together.
and loads more.
my dad did not care.
its not like we didnt give him chance right.
so lets just say, he should not have a family.
he is not a family type of guy.
he doesnt love his wife.
he doesnt know how to be a father.
no other better explaination than this.
best solution, go live alone, or with friends, whatever.
im not being selfish.
but when he is at home, he doesnt enjoy what.
he thinks there is no love, blabla.
then get out.
then he will say that he was wrong.
being stupid.
FOUR times.
not enough to learn his lesson?
then its enough.
enough for my mum.
enough for me too.
icant believe he left my mum alone for 9 DAYS.
when i was in china.
like, WTF, you take this chance to neglect my mum?
so, might as well get lost.
its not like we cant survive w/o you.
its not that we dont love you.
its just that, it'll be better off.
seriously.
daddy, listen to us.
this is an unnecessary relationship.
lets just end it.
we can still proclaim God's love like this.
dont let my mum suffer.
its enough.
enough is enough.
we still love you.
from, your daughter.
im glad i could say whats in my heart.
not like anyone would bother listening to a SMALL kid like me.
yea.
im okay.
they say that the child suffers when their parents divorce.
i dont think so.
i think it benefits me.
it benefits everyone.
love you all.
merry xmas!
JOEY.