HELLO!
i havent been posting for so long. ahahaha. its because i hate this blogskin. grr. nvm i'll change soon, then maybe i'll blog more often yea. i still cant stop thinking of the kunming trip! woooots. it was a great experience man. and if you get a chance to go, please go! the children there are sooooo adorable. and yea, the people who went this year rocked too! bonded alot. and realised that the way ppl act are influenced by the people around them. in e.g. , in school they might be gangster-ish, cos they hang out with their gangster friends. but during the trip, they might be gentlemanly, cos they are with nice ppl. ahahaha.
oh yah, and guess what. i didnt expect to like anyone from the trip. this is ridiculous, but true. lol. so many memories! haha. especially at night in the hotel, playing card games till 3-4 am. totally crazy. cooking cup noodles for each other, and chewing gum all the time. then outside so cold, i miss the smoke coming out from my mouth when i talk. aahahha. as if it'll ever happen in sg. -.-
you can say that i learnt alot. as usual, to be content, to be independent [feeding urself counted], to appreciate and to take care of each other. and alot of little things too. and that friends are impt in ur life. imagine this whole trip without friends. it will be as good as not going. ahaha! and i also learnt that liking some one [of the opposite sex] doesnt mean going emo over him/her, cutting urself[its totally dumb], or crying over them. its more of smiling when you think of them, going through every single event that happened with him/her and appreciating it. so yea, peeps out there! love is a wonderful thing. dont change it into sadness, or emo-ness whatsoever. love = happy.
another thing is jealousy. i learnt alot about jealousy too. it totally sucks! and yah, its not easy to fight it, but its better than letting it take over you. i felt jealous many times. so being positive is impt too. must try to push it away. grr. and i cant believe im saying it when im feeling it now. wah it suckssssss. im still learning how to cope with it. -.- sounds dumb. but at least i tried to do smth abt it!
this is a long long post eh. and i cant believe that school hols are not ending yet. im bored alr. can we start school soon? ahaha. anyway, dont ask me who i like. i would rather die than tell you. xD im trying to keep that feeling alive. ahaha. sounds stupid.
bye peeps. dont miss me too much! [this is when you can call me bhb]
i havent been posting for so long. ahahaha. its because i hate this blogskin. grr. nvm i'll change soon, then maybe i'll blog more often yea. i still cant stop thinking of the kunming trip! woooots. it was a great experience man. and if you get a chance to go, please go! the children there are sooooo adorable. and yea, the people who went this year rocked too! bonded alot. and realised that the way ppl act are influenced by the people around them. in e.g. , in school they might be gangster-ish, cos they hang out with their gangster friends. but during the trip, they might be gentlemanly, cos they are with nice ppl. ahahaha.
oh yah, and guess what. i didnt expect to like anyone from the trip. this is ridiculous, but true. lol. so many memories! haha. especially at night in the hotel, playing card games till 3-4 am. totally crazy. cooking cup noodles for each other, and chewing gum all the time. then outside so cold, i miss the smoke coming out from my mouth when i talk. aahahha. as if it'll ever happen in sg. -.-
you can say that i learnt alot. as usual, to be content, to be independent [feeding urself counted], to appreciate and to take care of each other. and alot of little things too. and that friends are impt in ur life. imagine this whole trip without friends. it will be as good as not going. ahaha! and i also learnt that liking some one [of the opposite sex] doesnt mean going emo over him/her, cutting urself[its totally dumb], or crying over them. its more of smiling when you think of them, going through every single event that happened with him/her and appreciating it. so yea, peeps out there! love is a wonderful thing. dont change it into sadness, or emo-ness whatsoever. love = happy.
another thing is jealousy. i learnt alot about jealousy too. it totally sucks! and yah, its not easy to fight it, but its better than letting it take over you. i felt jealous many times. so being positive is impt too. must try to push it away. grr. and i cant believe im saying it when im feeling it now. wah it suckssssss. im still learning how to cope with it. -.- sounds dumb. but at least i tried to do smth abt it!
this is a long long post eh. and i cant believe that school hols are not ending yet. im bored alr. can we start school soon? ahaha. anyway, dont ask me who i like. i would rather die than tell you. xD im trying to keep that feeling alive. ahaha. sounds stupid.
bye peeps. dont miss me too much! [this is when you can call me bhb]