Joey

Rallies, Politics, Chiam See Tong

2011-04-30T02:04:00.000+08:00

Gonna start with Mr Chiam, from the opposition team.
He's fighting for Bishan Toa Payoh GRC, against awesome MPs that we have now.

Being so pro-PAP, I've never really seen the opposition team as a threat.
I watched a video online today, during Mr Chiam's Speech at Jurong West.
And it made me cry...

Why does he have to have a stroke.
everything he said, made so much sense, and he is so dedicated.
If i have a stroke, i'll stay home and wait for death.
But yet, he is so brave, and so strong, he stands and speak to and for the people.

I cant vote so my opinions dont really count, I love the government and singapore, opposition or not.
Mr Chiam reminds me of my grandfather, the way he speaks.
I couldnt stop crying, in fact im still crying now.

Oh well, politics are so interesting.
I love singapore so much!
I love all the old people here in singapore, super loyal.
they know who they have benefitted from, and will continue to support them.

Went for the AMK rally today, where the PM was.
It was alright, not too bad.
Am looking forward to go to an opposition's rally.
If Mr Chiam speaks i hope i wont cry. hahaha.

I wish i could vote, but then again, I'm not ready to be ready.

And I'm praying so hard for all the nominated leaders.
that God will guide them to lead singapore well, and appoint great leaders for the country!

Woohooo I'm so patriotic i feel like screaming Majulah Singapura right now.

Hahahahaha alright.
Goodnight

Politics.

2011-04-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

I have no idea why, but I have a sudden interest in politics.

The upcoming election, the opposition parties, and all that sorta stuff...

When I was walking home today, I noticed more PAP banners all around, on the lampposts and all.

With the faces of our 5 MPs in Bishan-Toa Payoh GRC.

Then I suddenly noticed smaller banners, below the PAP ones.

They belonged to the SPP, Singapore People's Party!

I was super taken aback, since there was no contest in Bishan Toa Payoh for many years already.

It felt like a declaration of war, and like a direct competition.

And the fact that many people are supporting the opposition parties scare me.

I do not know why, maybe its a kiasi singaporean thing.

The fear of change?

But then again, I would support any leader that is capable and trustworthy.

And so far, the PAP has been doing well.

As for the opposition, I just hope that they do not let their focus wander due to the competition.

That they will focus on the people, and being an alternative voice for the people.

And Singaporeans, I can only say, let not the fact that there is an alternative choice affect your objectivity.

ok enough politics, I cant even vote. haa

School today was great, but tiring!

We split up into groups, and I'm quite excited for advertising.

As for TV prod, it was fun but annoying, its impossible for everyone to be good at all the roles man.

And we need people to specialise in roles. hahaha no idea what I'm saying.

Need to come up with a script, and I am so lost..

I wanted to talk abt GE, but got rejected cos the topic too boring.

Wanted to do Maple, or Left4Dead, rejected cos cant do gaming.

Sian.

CF today was great, got to lead worship.

was encouraged by the turn out of Year 1s.

I pray for strength, motivation and wisdom in my work.

I can feel the sianness, and the hectic schedule awaiting.

I pray for joy overflowing, and his unending love to fill our lives.

And I pray for Singaporeeeeeeee, that everything will be under control and well in His hands.

I'm so tired, been having diarrhoea and eating problems..

Okay goodnight!

Back to blogging

2011-04-24T23:01:00.001+08:00

Havent been blogging for so long, feels a little weird now.
I've been dying to blog again, I would be so determined, thinking - I must blog about this tonight.
But realised that i never did in the end.

School has started and i cant emphasize enough how excited I am for school everyday.
I thank God for every opportunity to learn, and for his grace and provision in everything I do.

I've been pretty busy; SYFC Parts, Pre U Seminar, Church.

And I cant wait to be part of Rotaract Club! Some community service event based cca.
And there's Lion Befrienders too!

I constantly feel like some geek? yknow, school loving, being involved in so many stuff.
I'm enjoying every moment of it, hoping to be able to stretch myself as much as possible.

We had an easter carnival today at Toa Payoh Lor 1, sponsored by IRCC.
I was able to be the MC in hokkien! It was crazy!
And I was sososo glad and honoured. :P

Went to view a rental flat today, at ang mo kio.
Super excited to shift house, cant wait!

I hope i will be able to blog more regularly now..
Service this morning was great too, God really loves our church.
I could feel His love and presence so greatly.

Justin has been such an encouragement.
Seeing God work in his life shows me how real our savior is.
besides, it is never easy to realise what we are living for.
and to accept the fact that we live to worship and glorify Him in everything we do.
Only then can we be truly happy - when we are living a life that is pleasing to God.

I pray for everyone out there searching for salvation, grace and forgiveness.
Seek Him, and I'm sure he will reveal His heart to you, and his overflowing grace and mercy.

May God continue to show us his plans, and help us to bring glory to Him.
"Blessed is he who have not seen, yet believed. "

And let us always remember,

Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men.
Colossians 2:23

Amen!

tired

2010-11-13T02:29:00.000+08:00

I'm so so so so so tired.

I feel burdened with so many responsibilities.
I've always loved being involved, but when it all happens on the same day...

I need to take a break. From all thisssssssssss.
From ministries, worship, toddlers, CGL, musical.
And i neeeeda just, breathe.

I feel dry, I havent been going for my own cg, since i've become a cgl.
And im really kinda sad..

I feel far from God, and i know i need him to help me go through this.

Now my birthdays feel different.
In the past, I would anticipate every moment, and make sure it is a super fulfilled one.

This year, i had to wake up at 645, i was late for lesson despite that.
And also, i feel like, its just any other day. doesnt feel "special"

i dont know if its a good feeling, but everyday shld be special, not just bdays.
and maybe thats why im feeling so down, i wish i could have some bday party.
major major bday party, or maybe just a small one, at somewhere special, and splurge on smth.

i think its pms, but it all adds up.
this frustration, sadness and tireness is overwhelming.

and i pray for peace, and calmness to soothe my spirit.

take to the sky

2010-10-29T00:32:00.000+08:00

School is getting so much better everyday!

Had written communication today with Mr Ramani - he's awesome.

So we had to talk about our ambitions and interests. it was quite challenging for me, because i have completely no idea what i was gonna be, despite having a teeeny weeeeny idea. well, i loved writing, so that was my stated interest and ambition.

He then talked about writing as a career, and about graduates who have succeeded today. it was really inspiring and insightful. he said that we should be sure of what we want to do, and what we want to achieve. cause that brings about passion, which will help us do well.

it really made me think about myself, what i wanna be and what are my interests. well, i've been doing about everything since pri sch, from sports to clubs and stuff. i have never really been faithful to any one; which is kinda disappointing. the bright side, however, is that i have tried everything. and after his nice talk and encouragements, i do have a better idea ;)

as media people, our job is to find and deliver the truth. we have to develop smth like a second skin; able to take criticism, critique, bad remarks and so on. yet at the same time we do not live to please the world, or write things they would love to hear.

what he said really reminded me why im here in mass com. media is powerful and influential, and i wanna be the good influence, presenting thoughts and points of view to the public. therefore, as of today, i realised what i wanna be. hahahaa~ hoping it would stay that way *fingers crossed*

i shall write, because the pen is mightier that the sword. and words bring life, or death. i will find the truth and give it to the world, whether they like it or not. it does feel awesome to find something to be passionate about; especially for me. in year 3, i'll most probably take journalism & publishing, out of the three routes. which is awesome, because i love books, and i love writing.

and maybe without justin i wouldnt be so sure of myself too. but right now, im kinda able to picture myself a few years from now; which is quite a feat, being clueless from the start. thank God for placing a passion in me, and for sending people around me to motivate me.

so yeah, school's great, and its gonna be an awesome sem! ;)

contemporary issues 1

2010-10-25T19:45:00.004+08:00

today had the first lesson of the semester. :)

woke up really excited for school, despite the early morning.
interesting lesson, with loads of debates.

i know im going to love this module, however..

the different viewpoints and thoughts that others have and believe in are interestingly interesting.
which leaves me thinking alot at the end of the lesson.
and i feel that after every lesson, i'll feel somewhat like this.

and secretly
i wish there people in the class,
from whom i could draw inspiration and insights from

i wish i could say everything thats on my mind, which increases with each topic brought up.
i wish i could say something in response to every viewpoint shared.

there are so many things i wish i could say instead of keeping in my head.

but today
i learn a great lesson

in disagreeing we learn to stand up for our own perspectives

and sometimes, these perspectives need not be announced to the world
but to be rooted in our hearts and minds

cant wait for speech com and written com tmr :)

Mess

2010-10-16T17:55:00.001+08:00

Sometimes it feels like i only blog when im alone / have something impt to say.

oh well, its both.

how is it possible for a man to be so stubborn, selfish, heartless, thoughtless all at the same time.

when he could just settle with loving, caring and thoughful in a nice family.

nah, he wants to screw things up.

till he screw himself up and put himself down.

at the point of nothingness, he clings on to the last cent.

what?

wheres the love, care, and concern the head of a household should have.

or at least, a father should have.

sometimes, time pass, people change, but some things just dont.

no longer the head of the household,

no longer a father.

money is not evil, its the people who hold them.

not so alone

2010-09-07T14:08:00.001+08:00

it is the holidays now, and after tmr's paper, im free!
so many things coming up though.
its awful to be the only one having holidays :(

alone in bishan library now.
feeling sooooooo secondary school, o levels and all
this really feels like home, smells like home..
maybe studying here will gimme some luck for tmr?

being in poly and finishing my first sem feels kinda good. cant wait for the results and all :D I love my course, although i wish i had more friends? nah that sounds weird, but as usual.
sometimes i feel like i belong, sometimes i dont.

but then again, we are kinda supposed to "not" fit in - being set apart and all.

i guess thats how it goes.

anw, this blog shall not die.

k bye

my heart belongs to KCP! <3

Are You There

2010-07-02T02:24:00.002+08:00

hello,

school is getting a little better! common test results are satisfactory, sweet fruits of labour. hard work does pay off, gonna work extra hard from now on. its getting more exciting, final projects and proposals! :D especially for video production. im quite glad to be able to portray "undying love" through the ten minute film. i just pray for the availability of actors, which is kinda the toughest thing in filmmaking.

i love owl city so much, and i wish there are people who are as excited as i am! i have no idea when his sky sailing album will be out. :( i know its in July and i am so so so so so excited! :D

time spent with friends like hawa, hidayah, dyan, adam and CF friends like brandon, bk, justin, valarie makes me feel really blessed. i am so glad im doing work that i love. i have been thinking of what i wanna be, what exactly am i aiming towards. ive often asked myself if ive made the right choice. maybe psychology and comm svs wld have been better?

god placed me here for a purpose, and i believe that sole purpose is to glorify him thru my works and all, and that is exactly what i want to do. :D

i cant wait for the holidays! pure pure holidays, with real quality time spent.

gnight everyone

; or are you just a decoy dream? - On The Wing, Owl City

vanilla twilight

2010-06-29T01:45:00.002+08:00

im having terrible cramps, suck.

back to school today, felt awesome
hiphop was super energizing, i love it so much!
i wish i could be a dancer, a real dancer.

adapted project screening was fine
there were so many awesome films! :(
makes me feel so inferior man.

im going to make sure our final project is beeeeee-awesome
i swear man, i must.

will be meeting tin to go to tampines tmr
needa repair my hard drive, while he goes to school
another day spent alone, hope it wont be "that" bad

btw, owl city is still the best
i think its the only band that im so faithfully supporting
cant wait for the next album in july!

so many things to look forward to in july.
1. eclipse (twilight saga) - dont judge me
2. despicable me! in 3D
3. owl city's new album

i really wanna watch toy story 3, who's gonna watch with me...

gnight everyone :)

not by chance

2010-06-27T03:12:00.000+08:00

today we had a fellowship event at the rooftop, instead of our usual YF service. :D
kyung hoon came!
it's like one of the first times i being a friend to church.
i mean he kinda invited himself but its still counted!

the world is really small, everyone is somehow linked to one another.
someone you know may be a friend of another someone too.
its the power of internet and stuff, SCARYMUCH.

oh well, thank god isabel was there!
to help me entertain kyung too. :D
so overall it went quite well.

thank you god. :)
june talked to me randomly on msn.
she is super cool, god is using her so incredibly.

and god spoke to me through her, and i really thank god for that.
ive been feeling distant from him nowadays.
yknow school is really, a big distraction.

you get so caught up in everything,
and god is just at the back of your mind.
i really miss being close to god, and hearing him and feeling him.

and i really want that, im going to put him first.
before everything else.

sch's a struggle but i'll pull through.
after all, if everyone is surviving, why cant i?

i dont know if i should tell people about this blog,
although its been here since forever.
but yeah.

tell me if you actually do read my blog k.

its 3 so i shall go and sleep
youth sunday tmr! yay :D
but its the last day of our holidays.. :(

gnight!

shiver

2010-06-21T16:17:00.000+08:00

day that i spend alone usually suck the most.

finally finished writing my locvid script, im alone at tp library now. should have went to bishan, like i always do.

yesterday was awesome, did toddlers with justin. then they played nerf in church. well, i was taking pictures though. i dont really think nerf is fun, with so many bullets flying everywhere, its almost impossible not to die.

went to dhoby w claw and justin. ate carls jr, then went to play L4D2. omg its getting really boring, till we played a different map! i thought we completed all the maps in L4D2 alr, but NO! hahahaha so yeah, that was really shiok ;)

then we played vs, and me and claw died really badly. -.- i have no idea why justin is so good, he completed 100% wtfreak! and he killed me in one shot as a hunter. MADNESS.

oh well, i really missed those times where we always hang out tgt. the secsch to poly transition really rocked lur.

its been a long time since i typed wordy posts.
oh well, im really bored and im alone.. so yeah.

401

2010-06-20T01:33:00.002+08:00

this blog is almost dead.
well, happy 401st post

does anyone read this?

inflexibility

2010-03-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

actually typed a whole load here.

been feeling really crazy these few days

and disoriented

my mother is getting harder to live with

she is really inflexible

she needs things to be planned and carried out the way it is

there can be no changes or she'll be really upset

on the other hand im really ok with anything

if you told me a week ago, or just a minute before

im happy as long as it is done and everyone is happy

i really dont know how to live with someone so rigid and "planned-out"

and i feel like ive been really immature in the way ive been handling things

i feel like i need to be forgived by many ppl ive been acting retardedly to

omg i really hope this is just a major pms

i hope i'll grow up

starting anew

2010-01-29T03:34:00.000+08:00

starting life anew in 2months is weird.

yknow, new school, new friends, new places, new way of life.

when i entered sec sch, i couldnt wait

to get rid of all previous connections, and start new circles

couldnt wait to get rid of any friends in my life

and get new ones.

but, entering poly seems scarier

meeting people seems harder

knowing people and making friends seems impossible

right now

so afraid, to lose connections

and therefore afraid to make new ones

but then again, whats with the insecurity

why should circumstances make me

i decide, and i hold on to my connections

getting back on the right track

2010-01-23T04:06:00.001+08:00

four days to posting resultssss :)

life started at 4.30pm today
i slept when the market started to wake up haha
went out w chingay people! :D
faces i havent seen for so so so long.
ate @ suntec then went back to tpy.

cheng tng for supper at justin's
watched law and order, miss it so much!
i realised i havent watched it for so very long
then cabbed back home

going swimming with mummy tomorrow.
yay! finally, its been a long time
i neeed the SUN.

today's been a happy day
:D:D:D
muahahahahhahahahaaaa~

honestly cant wait for life to start,
poly, studying, doing stuff, waking up at the right times.
hmm

things have beeeen, weird
qt every night is extending.
then i remember who started me going again
when i was so far away from doing qt
thankyou :)

i believe i'll get through this shit.
i mean, we.

"we picture lovers face to face, but friends side by side" (:

O LEVEL RESULTS TMR

2010-01-10T18:48:00.000+08:00

muaaaahahahahah~
tell me you are as excited as i am! ;)

here's my target
english A1
emaths A1
physics A1
chem C6
ss/elit A2
pure geog A2
chinese B3 (out alr)

L1R4 7
L1R5 10

heehe will put my results next to my target tmr!

i just cut my hair..
HAHA now its ready to grow properly. ;)
no more retardedly long strands

awesome shit
tmr's gonna mark the start of a new route
:D

all the best people. (:

2010

2010-01-04T02:36:00.000+08:00

sorry never post HAHAHA

apparently i have another blog
which i shall no disclose ;)

hmm, just one pic for you.
going back to cambodia in march
i hope so!

happy 2010
life's okay. how's yours? :)

3.18AM

2009-12-31T03:19:00.000+08:00

feeling bad that i never post here
oh well
:)

year 2010 coming
excited much?

enjoy the holidays everyone

weirded

2009-12-23T22:03:00.002+08:00

gonna start blogging lesser here.
at least till o's results are out.

xmas is coming!
and then its the start of 2010.
so exciting.

i got good progress award.
i wonder what was my progress
am hoping its my o lvl results.
haha

supposed to be feeling jolly.
needa enter the streets of town soon
xmas shopping tmr.

so little time here in sgp.
in cambodia theres plenty to lose

hm, so weird.

1:43am

2009-12-22T01:40:00.002+08:00

had a really long phone call.

still feeling like a cambodian, lol.
i cant get the khmer words out of my mind.
and i cant stop doing the hand thing.

maybe i could go back there in march
yay that makes me happy enough
and motivates me to learn more khmer

the thought of it, makes me so happy.
maybe even happier than going to paris or smth.

and im so glad i have sm1 who thinks the same way as i do
makes me happy and not alone.
orkun

:)

back

2009-12-20T23:34:00.001+08:00

better than ever.

at this trip, there're some things i have to leave behind
and some i get to bring back.

so hard to express this feeling with words.
but it was awesome. (:

feeling out of place now, back in sgp
seeing things in a different light.

orkun pray-ong

p.s.
yes i wanna go again
with polaroids and khmer-for-dummies

em(power)ed09

2009-12-12T02:09:00.000+08:00

hello! :)

havent blogged for sososo long~
youth camp was greaaaaat, been so long since i slept so lil.
haha and yes being a bsl was quite interesting. haha

going to cambodia on tues. in 3 days time!
super excited to get on the plane woohooooooo~
been so friggin long since i traveled. :D

cant wait cant wait cant wait.
omg i totally forgot to be excited lur!
hahahahahahaahha~

so yea, life's great and everythings great.
altho i can sense the arrival of my pms anytime soon, i hope it wont come! :(

hope you life's going well too.
and just to make things more exciting,
ITS OFFICIALLY ONE MORE MONTH TO O LVL RESULTS!!
excited? ;)
i am~

alrighty, gnite.
hehe the revival of my modem is awesome.
loveit.

oh yes and i love the word facepalm.
FACEPALM!~
rocks ttmcore.

oh i realised that i said gnite alr
better sleep soon, its late.
altho its pretty early at the other end of th world.
hahaha yes i miss you!

k bye~ :)

deprived

2009-12-02T19:07:00.000+08:00

hello.

modem crashed! :(
so im super deprived from internet.

thats why today i spent the whole day in th library!
ok la thats not the only reason. but yea.
clear emails and stuff.

super busy, but quite exciting lur.
so many things coming up.
cant wait for youthcamp, and cambodia! woohooo~

yes im still in pain from my stupid illness.
but its healing.
thank god. :)
but its bearable pain, so its ok lur.

yay, and i wont be online till i find a free day
to come to th library and kope their free internet and power.
muahahaha~

kk shall go for dinner. :D

im so much happier after today.
yay~ mttyl.
woohooooooo.
and yes i still love globalisation. ;)

kbye!

never forgotten

2009-11-27T00:41:00.001+08:00

hihi!

prom was great! :D
love facebook so much when it comes to event like this.
hahaha pics spammed are all up.
yay~

had nat's surprise party @ her place
triston and max adorable as ever.
and of cause natasha's blurness made everything complete
HAH

and ben's bday bbq at pasir ris chalet today.
which is technically ytd.
haha~ super fun.
now it really feels like hols yay.
happy bday ben! :D

oh ya, and finally see louis!
been super long, missed you~ ;)

tmr onwards are busy and hectic days.

3-4dec children's camp
7-10dec youth camp empowered!
15-20dec cambodia for missions

and the its christmas and new year.
and then O LVL RESULTS.
haha yes time flies i swear.

so its super busy and stuff.
its okay, enjoying the busy-ness somehow.
:D

and yes you, on the stupid plane.
i miss you! :)
please rmb to miss me, cmon its 3 freaking weeeeeks~
mttyl

shall sleep early
praying super hard for nice weather tmr to swim!
and then its rehearsals and stuff already.

kgnite!
luv ya'll~

powerpower

2009-11-22T00:17:00.001+08:00

hi hi

the day after tmr - prom! (screamxz)
hate having to be appearance 'con'.

rc6 cheers still lingering in my mind. ;)
and my hols, are so not hols-ish.
besides flying to cambodia for missions
there are not much sleep-late-just-slack days.

thank god hols are till april. yay.
plenty of time, in year 2010.
woooo~

caught raging phoenix, super cool
i wanna do that too, those stunts.
hmm, watch it k!

feeling all hyped up. :D
for whats coming up~
besides the whitestallion leaving lur. -.-

kk sleep early.
happy day tmr.
and then monday comes, boomz!

nitez luv~ :-*

ver

2009-11-19T00:01:00.000+08:00

hi hi

rc6 been great so far! :D
love np more than ever i tell you.

been coming home late, haha
and waking up at 6.
omg, my eyes cannot take it

but yes, getting excited abt the future
and whats next!

hoping for o lvl results asap.
then we can REALLY start choosing.
haha

luvya'll
grad nitez on monday! woooo~

kknite

frog princess

2009-11-15T01:48:00.000+08:00

yay and the picture says it all. :)

life's been amazingly great.
besides those, tormentful times that have finally receded
everything's going well!

and im really happy, cherishing everyone more than ever.
yes i mean MORE than ever~

missed clar and justin so much!
watched my girlf is an agent today
and laughed like madddd :)

blew many candles, cut many cakes.
imma happy 16yr old. :D

nitez~
how's your hols coming along? :)

p.s. 26/11, white horse leavin...

sweeeeet sixteen! :D

2009-11-11T00:41:00.003+08:00

hehehehhee~

THANK YOU ALL OF YOU I LOVEEEE YOU ALLLLXZXZ!! <3 :D :D :D

geraint, kotaro, peiwen, syarir, captain k, leon, huaiying, bryan, liyana, natasha, ben, yongen, kristy, natc, valarie, lijing, elaine, cherilyn, keith

justin, faye, floyd, ruth, dajie, isabel.

fang, garykor, mummmmyyyyy!!

:) for giving my bday a greeeeeat start~

-edited-

yilin, eekeng, michelle, louis, clarissa, irfan, louis, minchuen, sophie, roy, abby, stacia, chenyuuuu, franciscus.
esther, dora, matthew, wesley, reuben.
uncle peter, nancymummy, nel kor, jeremy, shir.

and all those on facebook too!

yay the list is endless but i really appreciate every single one of you! :D

and and,

PEIWEN, RAINT, ABEL, NOEL, LIY, CASS, IRFAN, JASON, SYARIR, CAPTAIN!
for celebrating w me and making my bday completeeeeee~ <3

yay its now the start of the 16th year of my life. :)

mermaid

2009-11-10T00:02:00.000+08:00

hihihihihi!

GEOG PAPER OVER OMG.
my last writing paper - OVER
share my joy!

the paper was ok, do-able.
not enough time tho'.
but its ok lur, did my best. :)

so just left w mcq and im done.
with this whole o lvl madness.
yay~ :D

happy daysssss ahead!
wheeeee~

what doesnt kill you makes you stronger.
must always rmb. :)

nitez~
luvya sb06!

bye bird.

2009-11-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

yay hi!

paper today was fantabulous, to a certain extent. :D
loved the unseen prose, and the bird was okay.

can lur, not too bad.
thank you god for seeing me thru all those stupid papers!

all the o lvl papers were do-able.
but getting it right is another issue.
haha

LAST 3 PAPERS.
in fact, its 2, minus chem mcq.
or maybe its just 1! minus mcqs.

ehehehehe~
tho' everyone celebrated today, its ok.
i celebrated on my own, in my heart.
and last paper to study hard for is geogxzxz.

i can do it. yay!
its super fast, 6 DAYS i know youre excited too! ~

<3
nitez lil mermaid.

killing the mockingbird.

2009-11-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

gonna die tmr!!

its the stupid bird paper, omg.
i did read, and i did kinda try to study.
but still, its so not working.

i think im gonna die tmr.
but hopefully, i'll bear with the bird then kill it and tear it up!
yessssss!

and sadly, everyone's going out to celebrate tmr!
while i study for geog. HAHA.
great job.

but the real real real deal comes after O's!
no rush at all, patience is all i've got for now. ;)

haha~ 7 days to the end!
arent you excited too? :D

heh nitez!

N-I-N-E

2009-11-04T22:33:00.001+08:00

helloooooo~

yay four more papers to the END.
three more to the unofficial end, that is. ;)

all papers have been quite okay.
besides ss, due to nerves and lack of time.
today's mad rush was okay lur.
survived! thank you god. :)

im left with elit, geog p2 and science mcqs!
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!!!!

alrite, i gotta list of things to do after o's.
:) now im really looking forward to do it all.

im trying not to tell you
but i want to
im scared of what you'll say
so im hiding what im feeling
but im tired of holding this inside my head

-falling for you, colbie caillat

when it catches up with you, what will you do?

luvya'll.
nitez~

going strong!

2009-10-29T00:31:00.002+08:00

hello~
3subjects down, including chinese!
yay, its been awesome.

english was great, :D
emath papers was okay too, considering a supposed failure like me.
happifying.

8 more papers, 4 more subjects.
AND ITS OVER.

omg how awesome is that i cant even imagine.
i just know that bof's waiting for me once again.
and maple and frisbeeeeee~

woohooo arent you excited?
i am!

may all the other papers go as smoothly as the previous ones. :)
all the best!

gnight~

i believe

2009-10-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

one day to o levels, how are you guys feeling?

im scared to the maxcore, but i know it'll be over super fast.
woohooo~

im super happy i finished studying humans except lit.
heh heh, not that bad.

there are days when you think you'll go mad.
today's mine.

and i think im gonna go mad, but thats not gonna stop me!
im hanging on, i dont think im ready to let go.
no no never.

and i believe that Jesus im living for you, and i have victory in your name.
amen!
now bring it on. ;)

ive been getting better at gaining composure nowadays.
and i realised that my sad-time span are getting shorter.
thats wonderful!

and yes, joey never gives up.

gnight everyone. o levels in ONE DAY.

dont let anything sad bring you down, step on it, and bring yourself up. :D

f-o-u-r

2009-10-21T21:53:00.001+08:00

hello!

1.woke up at 1240. super friggin late.
2.took taxi to school! cos it was raining, we dont wanna fall sick 4days b4 o's right~ hur hur!
3.kinda studied. played frisbee~ yay.
4.rushed home for sgp idol. ;)

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg.
its four freaking days to the start of doom.
muahahaha.

excited much.
prepared or not?
i have no idea at all.

take it as it comes lur.
yay, 20days to freedom! 23 days to OFFICIAL freedom.
how cool's that.

:D :D :D
with a roundish plastic flyable object, everyday's happy.
gbye, i hope i wont appear here any soon.
i can never be on a hiatus anw.
hahaha~

fetish

2009-10-19T00:43:00.000+08:00

hi hi

today is a happy day!
so, i kinda had fever today, took 3 panadols in total.
feeling better now.

finished venice and started on globalisation. :D
was discussing aims, can one!
i feel kinda motivated now.
and i must say super excited, to get it over and done with.

yay, happifying days, with happy people.
feeling better than ever.
bring it on!

gnight all, im having a fever, a fever for you! ;)

think

2009-10-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

hi hi hi.

venice! the fall of venice. i needa complete it!

studying's been good. 8 days to o levels.
ready?

these few day's been happifying. :)
even if my mind's tricking me i dont care.

what do i do now.
study lur.

gnight systemboon06! :D

mingle

2009-10-16T01:17:00.001+08:00

hello~

1. i like songs that people generally dislike.
2. night study extended to 930 everyday.
3. ten more days to olvls.

hanging in there, one more month and its done. :)
been waking up late these few days, darn it.
aiming to wake up at 11 tmr.

night study's been great.
i think i'll be able to do just fine for o's.
yay, i like that thought. :D

im super sure i'll feel lost after o's.
like, what now, kinda thing.
i hope not tho.
as in i do have a list of things i wanna do after o's.
but im not really really looking forward to it.
oh well.
maybe i would when the time comes. :)

still happifying days i guess.
and am thanking god for great friends.
making living school life a breeze.

gnight. :D

i remember

2009-10-15T02:22:00.001+08:00

hi!

i shall blog in pt form today. :D

1. school was good, ate cai fan. studied. not that bad.

2. i left sch at 740, chionged home. ran for bus, ran from bus stop to home. just in time to watch sgp idol! hahahaha~ yay.

3. did a studying plan thing, feeling the urgency. 11days. :)

4. watched ris low's interview w my mum, laughed our arse off. :D HAH!

5. watching hsm mvs now. love it! i rmb when i watched it 100000times everyday when i was mad abt it. still loving it.

gnight all.

fly high

2009-10-14T01:53:00.000+08:00

hihi!

been doing alot of maths lately, good sign good sign. 13days more wooohoooo~ no more slacking allowed. and, night study's been quite productive. especially when there're so many smartasses sitting on the same table! HUR HUR~ ;D

so today, a very embarrassing event occured. omg i can totally freak out. please come and ask me about it. i still cant believed it happened. haha!

so the cold war btwn my mum and i officially ENDED today! who surrendered? my mum of coz. MUAHAH! and now i get to eat fruits and have my hair dried by her again. heh, not bad at all.

these few days are happifying days. :D very good for health. 13days, cannot fall sick. must be in tiptop condition alright.

im feeling really high and happified! heh heh! thank god for beeee-awesome people in my life!

to emo people : everyday spent emoing is a happy day wasted.

YAYNESS TO JOEY, LETS DO A DETERMINATION CHEEEEEER!~

:) i still think owl city is cool. i feel so faithful lur. hurhur.

gbye, :D

compass

2009-10-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

hi.

1. i must cherish weekdays, study as much as possible.
2. i must stop doing physics and start doing more emaths.
3. i must rmb to charge ipod every night, and bring it out everyday.
4. i must stop going to facebook and waiting for albums to be uploaded.

5. i must rmb that i cannot give up, because o levels is in 15 DAYS

the last lap.

ready?

shaggggg

2009-10-08T23:36:00.001+08:00

hi!

grad ceremony today. :)
so many thoughts yet so lil things to type.

haha, really fun, with 1000001 photos, 75% unglam.
im super sure guarantee plus chop than i will misssmisssmisssmissmissss KCPSS!
:(

today we said an official goodbye to our beloved sch.
4 years here, super memorable!

i really wanna type a speech, but im really tired!

so anw i stayed for night study, and studied.
dinner at j8 then home!

school's great, life's great, everythings turning out fine.
19 days, "piah" like never before, said mr chan.

and im pretty sure we all will!

sad day, but its not the end.
hehehe~
tday we say gbye to the sch, promnight we say gbye to the friends. :(

which is worse?
i dont know, both equally bad.
whatever it is, I LOVE KCP!~

today i am proud of kuo chuan, tmr kuo chuan will be proud of me!
maybe not tmr, but soon enough!! :D :D :D

i'll talk more tmr, really tired now.
gbye!

p.s. thankyou photographers and hardworking taggers on facebook! hurhur~ ;)

drift

2009-10-07T23:08:00.001+08:00

hello~

ss sessions today was great. :D
much more productive than ytd, hurhur.

last day of school's tmr. :(
officially that is.
sad but happy at the same time.
speech up tmr.

sgp idol today was so screwed up!
WHAT IS THIS, WHY DO THE LOUSY ONES STAY.
omg please, rich ppl of sgp, vote properly. :(

i predict a day of tears and all tmr..
berryscary.

night study today, pissed me off.
there were SO MANY sec 3s studying.
why!
its night study for those taking O's in 19 DAYS.
is it not?

argh, the noise was madness, and the nice spots all taken.
:(

tmr will be a better day!
the best!
:D

and, HAPPY BDAY JASON! :D :D :D

gnight. :)

p.s. nooooooo, farhan!~~... T.T

do not...

2009-10-06T23:29:00.001+08:00

hi, schools great tday. :D
pe was 2 free periods.
physics was okay.
66 % for mock?! OMG.

then had a long long break.
FRISBEEEE~
i forgot how to play alr.
hai....

then ss in the audi.
okay lur, not that bad.

a lil boring tho, but really helpful.
yay, but i need more help on elit, instead of ss.
argh.

oh, report books back. :)
quite happy w my results!
11 for R4.
mass com here i come!

after ss, went to ahma hse.
bathed and ate, missed her!
:D

then went back to school, kinda studied.
stayed till 8, played frisbee in the dark!
i really miss playing fris lur.

after o lvl, im going to play till i drop.
anw its in 19 freaking days.
haha, the countdown srsly starts.

almost died tday w/o my beloved pod. :(
really.

tmr will be a happy day!
auditorium yayness.

gnight.

p.s. really unorganised thoughts, dont mind me.

tidal wave

2009-10-05T23:24:00.001+08:00

hey.

its monday!
breakfast w mum, then trained t sch.

ivan and i were lonely souls today, hurhur.
with dav going round th globe as usual!

last lesson w ms yeo, :(
shes a wonderful tcher eh!
love her to the maxcore~

after lessons, went t queensway w pw, syarir, darren and zx.
bought what we needed to, yay.
they ate, then bused back to bishan.

retarded syarir decided to take a cab from busstop to school.
waited and walked at the same time.
ended up walking to school.
hahahaa~

night study. productive, not.
went ghost hunting after shingpheng and jes came back screaming.
hahaha!
nothing much lur. -.-

left earlier, 730.
didnt wait long for th bus.

home swt home.
muahaha, 20days.
exciting much.

3 more days left till sch days are officially over.
sad eh. :(
4 yearsssssss pass so fast!

haha jst now i chanced upon my pri sch report book.
and then i saw the sticker thing that tells you the sch youre posted to.
woah, it felt like ytd!
anw, i'll leave the goodbye speech to a later date.
hahaha~

k lur, gnight.
:)

i wish i could cross my arms, and cross your mind~

21

2009-10-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

ahem, HI.

today is a fulfilling day. :D
service was pretty packed, ran up and down.
after service, went t kfc and studied there.
till 130.

stupid justin, he said study after service so i didnt go to ncc.
then he left at 130 for tuition. tsk.

headed to j8, walked ard.
went to lib, found seats!
pw came, then jason came and we went to cafe cartel :D

productive studying till about 8.
yayness.
ate ljs after that, which i sosososo regretted. :(

i hate eating, not cos i dont wanna be fat.
but cos i dont like feeling full.
i have no idea why.

so, yea.
nat and loo not coming sch tmr. :(
sad me.

anw, this verse keeps repeating in my head.
love love love love it~
i think i repeated it more than 1000000 times tday. heh!

Take me above your light
Carry me through the night
Hold me secure in flight
Sing me to sleep tonight

gbye!

to lean on

2009-10-01T23:30:00.001+08:00

hey.

today was ok, started off with the joke of the day!
HHAHAHAHAHAHA~

anw, its childrens day!
happy childrens day. (:
had a talk on grad ceremony.
it'll be next thurs, kinda sad eh.
last day of schooooool..

hmm, softball today was ok.
we didnt win anything tho', but its ok!
im glad we didnt choose to pull out.
haha. (:

after softball, stayed for night study.
didnt study tho, was talking to joan.
thanks joan for always being so motherly!
listening to me rant and rant.
(; really appreciate you.

dinnered w raint, lk, taro, yinghui, alex.
joan had to go home.
ate at ljs.
yay a nice song played! :D
made me happy.

if i had been feeling down, i decide not to anymore.
its so unlike me.

im not gonna be like that. (:
thank god for loving friends.

today was a happier day than ytd.
and tmr will be again.

i shall sleep early!
gnight. :)

p.s. simple things can make me smile.

worn out?

2009-10-01T00:08:00.002+08:00

hi.

kinda tired today, despite sleeping early last night.
muscle aches! ahhh~

sch was okay, kinda slack.
finished "for one more day" by mitch albom. :D
good book!

j8 after sch, then home.
felt feverish so took my temp.
37.8-ish.
took panadol and slept.
(with alot of pain relief cream)

woke up around 6plus, feeling better.
thank god.

dinnered and watched tv.
did math at 9plus.
till now.

its officially the month of the OLEVEL exam.
:S

i dont know how i feel abt this.
but im not gonna give up!
(besides chem, that is.)

softball tmr, smth to look forward to.
yay.

im not looking forward to post-exams tho'.
i have no idea why.

maybe we're so used to all this work.
piling up everyday.
trying to finish papers.

these 25 days ahead will be crazy.
today is the start of the REAL mad rush.
and we'll all go mad. (not joking)

what to say, education IS insane.

haha we're living in a mad world of formulas and crazy eqns.
stuffing loads of info into our small head.

may we all survive this.
after all many ppl survived it last year, and the year before.
i wonder how they did it tho.

but we will.
i mean, at least i will.
lets all be optimistic abt this.
haha, try. (:

wishing for a better day tmr.
gnight.

happy

2009-09-29T23:17:00.002+08:00

hi.
interclass today, never felt so relaxed for a long time!
glad that i played. :D

semi finals on thurs.
yay.

kinda tired.
today is a happy day.

everyday is with you around.

gbye! (:

content

2009-09-24T22:09:00.001+08:00

hi.

results have been ok!
school's ok too.

kinda lazy to type.
been studying these few days ok.
its freaking 31 days.
feels like its just tmr.

typed some stuff here and deleted and typed again and deleted again.
i dont know if i should tell anyone abt this..

anw, yay i cant believe i got 45/60 for eng paper 1!!
we didnt even get the papers back luh.
hahahahahah~ yay yay yay.
till raint told me. :D

happiness.
haha im so not gonna be emo.
must be happy and contented w each day!
as we near the start and the END of o levels.

heh heh heh.
and i still think owl city pwn.
makes me happy as always.
(:

in life, there are many things im afraid of losing.
the things that we cannot lose, are those that can never be retrieved.

gbye!

feeling loved

2009-09-20T01:02:00.001+08:00

today(ytd) is a tired day.
eh, woke up kinda late, thats why.

hmm, totally in love with owl city!
went out w mum.
then home, then cg.

deepest condolences to jon and family.

makes me miss ah gong also. :'(

eh, anw.
kinda feels nice to be missed.
haha, i feel loved!
its been awhile eh..
yay, (:

these few days are happy days.
may it be happier and happier!

gbye.

/edited

eh, feeling kinda boliao.
but its still early..

im listening to owl city and it makes me happy!
especially my fave~

haha it feels good to be happy.
now i feel kinda deprived for awhile last time.
when i was emofied for a period of time.

hahaha.
thanks for the enlightenment!
hmm, feeling very smiley-ish.
lol idk how to describe.

just happy!
very super.
maybe its the nice songs.
maybe its my change of perspective.
maybe its..
hahah idk.

it just feels good.
you should try!
stop being emo, and be happy~
and maybe listen to owl city?
haha!

;) i'd type more but you'll probably got bored.

if my heart was a compass you'll be north

2009-09-18T01:13:00.001+08:00

yay found a super nice song.

today (ytd) is a happy day. :)
despite the kinda messed up geog paper.

happy bday teck hong! :D
hope you enjoyed your day eh.

anw, heres the damn nice song.
please listen ok!
yay.

reminds me of someone dumb (:

im really happy now, idk why.
or maybe i do know.
hmm, hahaha~

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warmed over everything

Chills run down my spine as our fingers entwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine
Unmistakeably, I can still feel your heart
Beat fast when you dance with me

We got older and I should've known
(Do you feel alive?)
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone
(Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
(Bombs away, bombs away)

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all 'cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed
If the sun rose up from the west
Flower balm perfume
All my clothes smell like you
'Cause your favorite shade is navy blue

I walk slowly when I'm on my own
(Do you feel alive?)
Yeah, but frankly I still feel alone
(Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
(Bombs away, bombs away)

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all 'cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

yay gnight gbye :D

bullcraptarticfrigginshithead.

2009-09-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

hey.

feeling like shit.
i think im falling sick.
im having a super blocked nose, and i eat one meal a day, and i have diarrhoea...

my mum is being a total bitch.
she always says it as if i went to make myself fall sick.
so what, i bathed with ice water and stood infront of 1000 fans at full power?
or i purposely eat bird shit?

not as if im having a great time on my side.
-.-

not only that, i feel like total crap.
uselessly wandering around everyday, cos i dont wanna go home.
not cos i dont wanna go home, but cos i hate being home alone.
the weather is freaking hot, i'll suffer a meltdown.

look at the freaking sky, its super fogged up like mad.
and theres some 7mth event downstairs.
i can hear every single word clearly. every.

everything just frustrates me and its not even pms.

i think i should like fall ill and pass out for awhile.
or smth..

yknow at times like these, i need silence.
friggin hell, i cant even get any.

life's bullcrap, and you know i dont often say this.

argh gbye.

start finding

2009-09-14T22:41:00.002+08:00

hey, maths today was okay luh.
just that i was gonna die halfway thru the paper.
i really needed to go toilet!
omg.
and the paper was 2.5 hrs.....

anw, i survived~
haha, please let me get a b3 at leastt.

finally finished presents and cards.
omg so many bdays.

eh, love the new shoes!
muaha. ;)

and i really missed school, where everyone is tgt in the same building!
i mean, yea you get it luh.
missed everyone!! :D

and, its geog and phys tmr!
GOOD GAME.
please let geog be do-able.
and phys be not so mind draining.
urgh.

im alr worried for o's.

both paper same day eh what is this!

no school on wed! great.

im still feeling kinda.. weird.

but somehow better.

(idk what im typing, lol)

may tmr be a better day as always!

:D :D :D

stop searching, start finding! (slogans at its best eh)
gbye. :)

random pic, but i miss shooting~ :(

a super super good vid omg. waaatch~

and it begins

2009-09-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

HI.

its beginning, tmr.
OMGGGGAAAAAAAAH.

this week, is gonna suck. :S
emaths p2 eh, i dont think i rmb any maths.
been doing geog.

study week wasnt really a good thing eh.
i totally lost track of everything.
die die die.

byeeeee

move on

2009-09-12T00:46:00.000+08:00

hey.

starting to feel a lil depressed abt my old com which crashed.
all my pics and stuff.
:(

and i didnt post pics of my dear cousin, for her bday!

anw, i love you beth cooper today failed.
but aliens in the attic was good luh.
hahahahaha.

and i really like syarirs watch.

i feel random today.

the thought of school on monday scares the shit outta me.
maths eh!
omg...

i realised that when we talk on msn, its like our brains interacting.
whatever we think, comes out on the screen.
creeps me out to a certain extent.

going to the place to see ah gong's ashes tmr.
may everything go smoothly.
:D

anw, im feeling really weird.
rmb the heart sinking feeling i always talk abt.
yea that one, its back.
sucking more than ever.

haha
i hope i can pick myself up, and move on.

:)
kbyeeeee

let it be

2009-09-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

hello.
been studying these few days :D
not bad right~ haha

studying for geog eh, to make up for my chem.
chem is scary.
it still feels like hols tho.
o levels are 40++ days more.
i swear thats damn fast.
the last time it was 60+ days luh

the weather's been crap these few days.
cannot survive w/o aircon. really.
its all the burning that's causing this.
srsly.

went to nat's hse today!
really missed maxxxxx. :D
went w yongen, eek and ben.
quite productive uh.
heh heh

anw, two cute pics for you and im gone. :D

hahahahha raint!~

kbyeeeee :)

everlast

2009-09-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

hey.

so today went town w mum.
managed to buy a few things before i rushed off to church.
had worship rehearsal from 5-8.
:D

so sad eh, i'll miss cg tmr. :(
very very saddddddd.

life's good, hols are good.
after this week, its gonna be the prelimmmms.
then 4 weeks.
to o levels.

scaryberry much, i know time flies.
may everything go smoothly uh.

still feeling weird inside.
lets just hope for the best. :)

oh im kinda addicted to tictacpoker!
and i like vanessa hudgens more now.

hm, i wanna watch more moviexz. :(

byeeeee

band slam!

2009-09-04T17:41:00.000+08:00

watched with david yilin stacia and lj today!

its super super super nicenicenicenicenice.

didnt expect it to be so freaking hilarious. HAH.

go watch okay!

vanessa hudgens still as pretty as usual. :)

just cooler here compared to hsm.

watch watch watch!

i swear i never laughed so hard at a movie for so long.

heh.

save meeeeee from the miser-eeeeee

2009-09-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

of chemistr-eeeeeeeee. :(

yknow its not that i dont wanna study blahblah.
srsly i dont even know where to start!
omg totally suckahxzxz.

howhowhowhowhow.
i thought i could skip.
then tofu said, skip paper on your mother's bday?

fine.
i'll stone for 1h45min.
i wonder how i'll survive.
stupid natabimbo not taking. tsk.

studied at lib after sch today, w louis, and yilin who joined us later.
super fulfilling kfc for lunch/dinner teeheees.
louis ate a whole freaking 11.5 buddy meal.
ON HIS OWN. mad.
yilin almost died due to the spicy blast drumstick.
heh.

anw, took 59 back w yilin.
reached home, finished up the pressie and gave her advanced.
hehehe.

played tictac poker a moment ago.
realised how long it was since i last played!

feeling so sad cos of stupid chem.
im going to take a paper and come out feeling like a total failure.
i mean, i am and will be one.

i cant blame kommy can i?

paper today was indeed quite breezy, thank you jesus.

gnight all, may i stay alive after the ordeal , from 11-1245.

saveeeee meeeeeee. T.T

byebye

meaning ful/less

2009-09-02T00:37:00.000+08:00

hi, its the start of prelims tmr.

im still not asleep and i dont know why.
feeling really uncomfortable, as if my heart sank.

yknow, smtimes i dont really know whats going on.
i often hope it will end up well.
but then i get really sad and discouraged sometimes.

if only i could have words of affirmation.
i think i need that, alot.

praying that tmr's paper will be a breeze.

i really miss ah gong. randomly.
if only i could seee him or smth.

lunched at mannhatten fm with mum and tofu today.
for mum's bday.
then headed to study at tofu's hse.
supposed to, but didnt really in the end.
got chased out.

walked back to mrt.
thanks for lunching w us today :)

i dont really know why im feeling so down suddenly.
and i dont like it.

may tmr be better.

sometimes i wished that no one liked anyone.
:S

goodnight.

hectic

2009-08-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

the last week had been really mad.
school ends at about 4plus 5 everyday.

everyone's drained out and tired.
but we are all helping each other to fly, like geese. (right nat!)

the thought of o levels isnt really that horrifying anymore.
hahaha actually im kinda looking forward to it.
to the end of o levels, secondary school life.
and the start of a whole new schooling experience.
really. :)

i can feel myself falling sick though.
like flu and all those crap.
but im so gonna fight it.
hahahaha im not gonna let it make me sleep lor srsly.

prelims next week.
may my motivation sustain me till then.

feeling kinda happy and light today.
alright.

up tmr!
gnight.

bitsy.

2009-08-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

hello, am really tired now.

went to ion today.
kinda managed to finish walking the whole freaking 8 storeys.
madnesssss.

school tmr again, it feels like hols now luh.
and i didnt really do work.
how.

english oral went quite well despite the crazy topic. -.-
whats with moe nowadays.

i hope i get to watch up before its gone.
D:

byebye.

np ftw.

2009-08-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

hey.

just finished studying a lil.
woah, freaking scared for el oral tmr.
please be an easy topic. :(

sch today was okay.
had phys mock from 4+ to 6+ -.-
super tireded out.

everyday we do papers and papers and more.
all to prepare for ONE paper.
for each sub that is.
so many hours, and all, just for one.

so we must all chiong now!
no time to waste.

srsly i know sgp's educational system a lil mad.
but then, its for the better la.
haha, for np! :)

k gnight.
gdluck to me for oral.
byee

nothing's impossible

2009-08-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

hello.

today my own results proved me wrong. :)
from a f9 last year to a d7, c6 this year to a b3.
of you asked me last year i would have told you im aiming for a c6.
OMG I CANT BELIEVE IT.

so from now onwards, im going to chiong towards o lvl.
cos if chinese is possible, nothing else isnt! :D

yay super motivated im gonna faint.
and grats to all those madness distinctions, and all the best for those retaking!
and justin for passing. HAAHHAA

physics mock (2) tmr, am trying to study.
hahaha.
what a good girl i am.

yay nothing's impossible. :D

byebyeeeeee~

tired

2009-08-18T22:42:00.000+08:00

am so freaking tired i can die.

lessons plus srp everyday is crazy.
ahhhhhhhhh, sgp's education is mad.
but at the same time its damn good.

other ppl dont even get to study.
so yea, fine.
for the sake of o levels, just do it.
this last lap.

cheena results tmr. :)
lets hope for the best.

gnighto.
bye.

woah

2009-08-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

tired much.

just shifted many things in my room, from tables to chairs to computer and shelfs.
trying to make it a conducive environment to study. ;)

so now my table is cleared off and my com is on a little side table at a corner.
not that tempting anymore.
heeeheeee.
hope this'll work man.

after school, walked to j8 with bryan and ben and people.
met ahma, walked around then ate dinner.
:D

my l1r4 and r5 for mock kinda suck tho'
should be around 16, 23

kinda sad but i'll do well for prelims.
never too late.

and yea while packing my stuff earlier on, found some long lost stuff.
like vday cards and bday cards from long time ago.
super cool and now its in my wallet.
:D

kalrighto, be back at 11.

byes

easypeasylemonsqueezy.

2009-08-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

hellomello.

woke up at 930 today and chiongeded to meet mum.
went to ncc, sermon today was really good. :)

then shopped around suntec.
it felt like years since i last shopped man.
really.

then trained to tpy, met justin and wes.
ate at bk.
theres this starhub roadshow.
the phones damn nice, but i cant find the nice htc one. :(

anw, then justin came over.
watched the ralllllllly.
lee hsien loong is coolio ok.
i <3 sgp!

school tmr again.
doesnt feel right.
it feels like holidays. :S

please let me have the motivation to study.
thanks

byeeeee~

if i ever file up my memories, i need damn alot of dividers

2009-08-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

typed a whole lot of crap, read it and deleted it. hah.

results arent that encouraging, but im gonna do better for prelims.

prelims timetable out alr.

scary.

no no no no no no no no no no.

thats not gonna happen.

if i ever missed you more than ever, its now.

where'd you go?

revolve

2009-08-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

hey.

im going to sleep now.
even if i said im going on a hiatus it probably wouldnt work. :(

so yea, its just discipline and i.

yay, feeling a lil better.
chionging time lets go!

gooodnighto. :)

motivation

2009-08-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

hello.

okay so got back some results today, totally suck.

geraint's kinda motivating me.
LOL, as in i need to get into the exam mood eh.
3 weeks to prelims, 2mth to o levels.

its not whether you fall, its whether you get back up again.

haha im so not gonna continue slacking.
phys mock every thurs, im going to get my a1.

i shall study.
yes!

~@geraint@~ says:
*motivations
*must go look for yourself one

i shall start going to popular more often.

hehehehehe, shall post again later.

patriot

2009-08-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

happy birthday singaporeeeeeeee!
yay, church today at new venue, ytd also.
breakfast with tofu and wes :D

then headed home to sleeeeeep, till some idiot called me.
celebrated national day at fang's hse, with ahma and nancymummy too.
and snoopy the dog.
damn idiotic, altho its freaking cute.
but super attention-loving. :(
cant get your hands off it, get it?

anw, ndp aint that interesting, the song was dissapointing.
seems like sgp idol after that was far more exciting.
heh!

i love sgp btw, despite the shit weather.
eh not bad ok, we super small but we survive in the world.
dont play play, we not that weak after all. ;)

lee kwan yew : "even when im down in the grave, and i feel that theres smth wrong, i'll get up. "

people's love for the country makes me love it even more.

and heres snoooooopygirl! <3

come on, its cuter than it seems! :D

see the moon and the starsssss~
stupid song stuck in my head.
the mv would be much better if it was my face instead. :D

happy national day!
i love singapore! :')

gnight.

comfort

2009-08-06T21:41:00.003+08:00

i say what can i do, God says i will lead you.
i say i am sad, God says a sad spirit doesnt help you.
i say i am tired, God says come to me, i will give you rest.
i say i am scared, God says i will help you, i hold you in my hands.
i say i miss ah gong, God says he is safe in my arms.

when i said "im falling". Your love, oh Lord, supports me.
psalms 94:18

seeker of truth

2009-08-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

day 5 today, everything went well.

so sad didnt get to see ah yi (ah ma's sister). :(
she really really looks like ah ma i cannot take it.

anw, thanks dajie for being there.
love you. <3

school tmr, with 2 papers.
thank God its just mcq.

seeya'll.

memories kept safely in our hearts. :)
love you ah gong.

day 2

2009-08-03T01:49:00.000+08:00

for every dollar you gave me,

every breakfast you bought for me,

every joke that you made,

every laughter you laughed,

every pipe and wire you fixed,

every time you scolded me,

every time you held my hand,

every song you sang,

every hug you gave,

i know ah gong that you love me.

and we all love you just as much.

i love you ah gong, you will be missed dearly.

thanks june, ben, nat, mark, natc, justin for the dinner ;), dajie, kristy, dwellers, ruth, yf, and every single one who cared. love you all. <3

and to my dearest Daddy, thanks for taking such good care of him, in every step, for every breath, and now, for the wonderful place you have prepared for him.

every end a start of a new beginning. :)

death. how?

2009-07-31T23:42:00.001+08:00

hey, you ever had someone close to you who died.
like, your friend, or super close relative.

nah, cause...
i think my grandfather is going to die soon.
i dont know how im going to face it.
really.

ok bye.

physicks.

2009-07-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

hello.

geog paper today was great.

thank god i used the 3c method.

might not let wolverine down after all.

heh

physics was sick.

really i think its damn hard.

mrs chin shouldnt do this to us.

she always set hard papers and demoralise us.

so much for studying, cos we'll still do badly.

after school, lunched at subway!

its been a long time. :D

then met abby liy huisze and charolette.

they went to cut their hair at modish.

then to charolette's house.

i swear its super colourful!

yeap then back to j8.

went to popular.

shit it i still cant get the tys for pure geog.

whats this.

shall go novena tmr to find.

anw, left with elit, geog, and 2 science mcqs.

and mocks are over.

kinda fast eh.

really wanna get geog tys before the human paper.

tmr's yongen's bday.

and my grandma's bday cel.

hahahaha.

HAPPY BDAY YONGEN! :D

waiting for cousin to come online so i can get the pics.

hurrryyyyyyyy.

super glad theres no school on monday!

yay, really happy theres no amaths.

REALLY.

alrighto, bye!

in memory of chingay. :')

memories.

2009-07-30T22:14:00.000+08:00

hey.

great, last night i dreamt.
that i was bitten by a wolf? and then involved in some harry-potter like stuff.
LOL it was more than weird i swear.

alrighto, today woke up at 10.
and went to j8.
ate lonely brunch at fj. =.-
then met up with lizard, ben, ivan, pw and rest.
ate pizzahut!

i totally regret eating at fj, but i was really hungry.
so yea.
welcome back to sch ivan!

then went to library w liz ivan and ben.
couldnt find my baby blues! :(
read some family guy crap.
then studied physics.

its killer i tell you, the paper.
mock last year, was freaking hard.

really its so discouraging. :(
howwwwww.

i didnt study for geog, im afraid i'll let wolverine down.
:(

anw, bought pens!
yay, happy ttm, right liyana.

and yea, i guess most memories can only be kept for sweet dreams.
what else.

gnight and gluck for tmr!
byeeee

p.s. use draft.blogger.com!

draft.blogger.com

2009-07-30T21:29:00.001+08:00

OMG THANKS SHIR.
IT TOTALLY ROCKS.

heh heh heh heh heh.
no more sucky blogger.
:D

everyone!
if your stupid blogger got prob, use draft.blogger.com!
WOOOOOOOOOOO!

so happy.

i shall go watch tv.

blog again later. :D

fearless

2009-07-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

maths was manageable and not as disastrous as expected.

kinda proud of self to be able to manage. :D

ss was happy-fying.

thank god that the topics werent some random crap.

and the seqs were not some stupid linkless shit.

yes yes. not that bad :)

went to j8 after school, for yao yao shu tiao with nat.

then she left and i went to the NEW revamped ljs.

to find abby liy mel and hui sze.

and then went to library to find lizard and ben.

read comics while they studied chemmy.

i swear its super funny i LOVE baby blues.

DAMN CUTE AND HAMMIE IS FINALLY GROWN UP!

YAY.

come on its really funny, right ben. :D

ok then went home and tried to sleep.

but ended up watching the price is right.

or smth like that.

funny shit with lucky people.

haha then mummy came home.

ate.

watch alot of tv.

i swear mark lee is the best ever.

super.

then the stupid 9pm with that stupid shameless woman.

=.-

lame but yea.

entertaining.

k then now that blogger is all repaired and beautiful.

as before.

i shall upload a few pics.

erm, ok the button doesnt work. :S

freak what this shit really.

=.-

FINE.

no pics then.

whatever blogger.

byebye.

back.

2009-07-27T22:16:00.001+08:00

decided to come back here, since blogger is okay alr!

tumblr is pretty fine but i cant put a tagboard.
and theres some problems too.
so yea.

english papers today were pretty easy!
paper 1 was alright, the letter writing was simple.
paper 2 was also ok, but was super sleepy.
and and the summary was kinda short, cant find points eh.

anw, its emath and ss tmr.
quite confident for ss.
but emath.. :(
i missed impt lessons when i was sick, and as you know i suck at math.
so yea i'll probably die tmr.

went to meet mum today after sch for lunch.
then we both chionged home to sleep.
ahahha.
slept till 7, the weather rocked.

its the ultimate sleepy weather, really wrong timing for mocks.
anw, im trying to finish reading tkam.
hopefully in time for elit paper.
haha the story seems interesting.
surprised that i havent finished reading it after so long.

so i shall sleep super early today.
:D
gnight.

/EDITED

still cant upload pics on blogger.
ohmy suckahxz

SHIFT

2009-07-24T23:03:00.000+08:00

http://colourfulcows.tumblr.com/

shift?

2009-07-24T22:10:00.001+08:00

bloggggger ish sho screwedxz.

i feel like shifting to tumblr, since abby says its easy to use.

heh heh.

lazy shiatxz, see how.

mocky is hereeeeeeeeeee. :O

bye

been missing out.

2009-07-23T21:56:00.002+08:00

hey.

feeling better now, finally.

went to study today. kinda ironic since i havent been going to school.

and mr kom is making us give a parents letter for losing the practical w/s.

im thinking of getting joan to help me.

HAHAHA. :D

really excited to see nat tmr, hope she doesnt read this too soon.

k byeeeeee~

i feel alive now.

overwhelmed.

2009-07-22T21:37:00.002+08:00

being secondary 4 in singapore is crap.

check out all the work.

and thanks h1n1 you came at the freaking right time.

just when i need your support, all you gave me was another earful of crap.

thanks mum.

and yes how i wish i could just die now, i should have died of h1n1.

or smth like that.

after each blow, a heavier one follows.

darn this shit.

38.7

2009-07-21T11:06:00.002+08:00

missed school for 2 days.

my temps going up and down.

sometimes when you think back, you realised that the people you love might not be loving you.

and the people you're thinking of totally forgot about you.

and that totally sucks.

at times like this, when you totally feel non-existent, know that behind you, there are still people who care.

and i really miss nat.

and to all my friends, lets not take sides, its useless to fight.

no one really understands each other.

Its cool how God loves us nevertheless, the times we betrayed him and pissed him off, he never held grudges.

its never easy to be christ like.

we are all only human.

get well soon joey.

i will run to you

2009-07-19T21:57:00.004+08:00

your eye is on the sparrow,

your hand, it comforts me.

from the ends of the earth,

to the depths of my heart.

let your mercy and grace be seen.

-i will run to you, hillsong

at times like this, i feel so tired.

then i'll remember why i even entered kcp.

come to me all you who are weary and burdened and i will give you rest.

matthew 11 :28

and then i know thats the rest that i need.

so im pressing on.

world spins.

2009-07-19T20:41:00.002+08:00

hey.

so im still feeling really giddy.

woke up at 610 today, super tired i couldnt feel my legs.

and had one of the best services.

byebye to our worship hall!

and on 8aug hello to the new mph!

:D:D:D

exciting anot.

after service, they celebrated matt's bday.

without me!

cos i had freaking debrief and i swear it took forever.

so yea. :(

went for brunch at fork and spoon.

then to tpy cc to play bball.

i didnt play of cos, sat there with ruth.

went back to church at 1.

helped with the shifting.

and there were tons of roaches omg.

then left to kfc with just, we were practically crawling our way there.

LOL

freaking tired.

i tell you, frisbee, rollerblading and waking up at 6 consecutively doesnt do any good.

haha.

anw, then met mum at ntuc.

then went home.

super super dizzy, for the whole day.

and now, im having sore throat and runny nose.

everything but a fever.

haha thank God.

alrighto, sch tmr.

officially one week to mocky.

k bye

long+tiring day.

2009-07-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

really really long day today.

and ytd's frisbee at bishan park was great! :D

also went home and almost fell asleep immediately.

ecp to blade today.

i fell twice. =.-

and succeeded learning how to blade in 2 hrs, kinda.

after that squeezed in a car to amk hub.

wanted to watch hp6 but there were no tix.

so went to tpy w jon and justin.

the Js lol.

yea and there were no tix there too.

great job, so we went campus crusade.

and well done, it was closed too.

decided that today wasnt a really good day.

all went home. heh heh.

justin came over and then mum came back.

managed to nap a lil tho.

yea and she gave us crabsticks LOL and dinner money.

macs for dinner.

then went back to church for rehearsal.

super tired i tell you.

really super duper.

and this morning when i woke up at freaking 655.

i stood up and fell.

very very giddy.

justin says its the sun ytd.

idk, maybe.

but im not having a temp, thank god.

many ppl are getting h1n1. :(

please take care all!

and yea, singing tmr so i shall sleep now.

my legs are aching ttm, so is my back.

argh gnighty.

byebyeeeeeee

majorcuteness

2009-07-16T23:20:00.006+08:00

kim bum is still as cute as ever! <3

so today school was long and tedious, 8-530/6.

really madness.

went j8 then bbt with mel liy and isabelle.

just studied 6 chaps of physics.

hope the test will be manageable.

ben's coming back tmr!

yay yay yay.

felt really quiet w/o him behind.

hahahaha.

and yea, sorry kris for like, saying wrong stuff.

in canteen today.

yeap it wasnt on purpose, no bad intention whatsoever.

hope you wont take it to heart tho'.

k shall sleep early.

theres fris tmr at bp!

but i have srp. T.T

byebyee

i press on.

2009-07-15T22:12:00.004+08:00

hellloooooooo~

school was okay today.

maths test was kinda screwed though. madness.

really tired now.

but glad that phys test was postponed to friday.

happy ttm.

i wanna watch harry potter.

and up.

ben's having a fever.

get welll sooonnnn.

so yea, i shall go sleep early today.

wow.

haha.

byebye.

not that i have already obtained all this or have already been made perfect, but i press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took for me. brothers i do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. but one thing i do: forgetting what is behind and straining towards what is ahead, i press on towards the goal the win the prize for which God has called me heavenwards in Christ Jesus.

philippians 3: 12-14

M-O-C-K.

2009-07-14T23:35:00.002+08:00

1.5 weeks.

hehehehheheheeee.

anyway im like super duper ultra freaking happy today.

maybe people like natasha, louis and liyana will know why.

omgomgomogmogmomgomomogmomomgogmogmgomgomg ^^

okay so, phototaking today wasnt that bad.

lessons were a bore.

had emath srp, then played frisbee for awhile.

its been a long time anw, since ive touched a fris.

so it was super satisfying.

haha, realised that ivan has a godly catch,

leon always looks like he's gonna fall,

minchuen always catched the hard throws,

and that fabian really looks like yanwen.

really needa study alr!

not gonna regret like midyears, a few marks away from next grade kinda thing.

nonononono.

lets go! im kinda ready.

nights and atb to justin for prelims!

calling.

2009-07-13T23:00:00.004+08:00

sometimes i wish there was thing book called "joey's life plan".

and then i could sneak a peek and check out the chapter that says, poly life.

i could figure what im gonna do and then i could flip to the alternatives.

and then i could check the chapter that says, joey's career.

i could figure if i liked doing what im doing.

hahah but ultimately its all God's plan la.

if we really did sneak a peek, it'll be no fun.

not just that but, we wont grow.

i feel so enlightened now and im so sure that God'll provide and all.

for the new house at the end of this year, my poly next year, my future career, supporting mummy, and eventually family.

oh maybe he'll provide a super efficient husband.

wah great.

so i'll just do my best now.

thank you Daddy for my supportive mummy and wonderful listeners like justin, floyd and all.

o levels, so near.

haha, no fear, im so gonna win this battle.

byebye.

awesome, well done, freeeeaking hell~

2009-07-12T20:06:00.002+08:00

hello.

so, after ytd's madness, today was much better.

church was gooooooooooood~

oh! justin's solo was great! (Y)

really lazy to type now, so.

church>forkandspoon>church>tpy cc (bball)> bakkuttehhhhh> home.

oh and mbp today was a success.

ocp was wonderful. :D

and i must say that justin's cookies were good.

LOL. oh oh and i just realised that wesley plays bball real well.

madness.

so anw, today made everything much better, compared to ytd's disaster.

really missed matt and super glad that i finally got to see him.

like, see properly.

LOL.

i cant believe our cg might split up, i'll dieeeeee.

anw, i love dwellersssssss

and we have so many operations and missions.

hope it all goes well. (right floyd)

byeeeeee

weoidfunhjopweinhjipruoigjocvmjiodvmc

2009-07-12T00:28:00.003+08:00

imstillfeelingsosuckyandsofreakinguncomfortableifiguredineededtotalkmore.

reallyreallyreallydontgetitcansomeonepleasetellmewhyimfeelingthisway.

maybedaddyyoucanhurrytellme,cosithinkonlyyouhavetheanswer.

reallyhatefeelinglikethis.

begonebegonebegonebegonebegone.

nownownownownownownownownow

amen.

surrender

2009-07-11T23:56:00.004+08:00

have you ever felt like, your whole heart sunk.

but yet try to search for the reason and cant find it.

sometimes, i feel so alone.

i dont understand what happened.

i dont know whats going to happen.

sometimes, i just feel like i need to learn.

theres so much to learn, yet so many trials to face.

yet i will stay strong and smile.

added a new verse in my wallet.

i will call on the Lord, who is worthy of praise. for He saves me from my enemies.

2 samuel 22:4

and i know that i just have to trust God.

who else can i rely on, that would save me from my enemies.

if there was, i wouldnt anw.

thank you Daddy, for loving me nevertheless. <3

i swear i never felt so sure in my life.

yet now it has all totally changed.

what should i do, where do i go next.

i know that i do not have to fret / fear.

yet i am only human.

totally 2 different things yet both so me.

and i just throw up my arms and let God do the work.

i'll leave the trouble to you Daddy, you know whats best for me.

and though i know i've written/ typed all these with a super troubled heart.

i know that my questions will not be left unanswered, and my problems will not be left unsolved.

:) love you Daddy.

porjitheriopkldoisjwpjioigj

2009-07-09T21:54:00.002+08:00

hi.

omgomgomgomogmogmmg.

sometimes im really overwhelmed by the fact that such people exists!

ahhhh, its creepily scary.

omg, watch out.

school was okay, still kinda happy!

lessons till 530.

chem was demotivating ttm.

=.-

really lazy to type.

hating the schedule, school till 530 almost everyday.

blahblahblah.

im just looking forward to weekends.

byebye

tough guy.

2009-07-08T22:15:00.002+08:00

hi!

today is a super happy day woooohooooooooo~

so anw, lessons were slackish.

and chem @chemlab was really horrible.

after school, stayed around w vick.

natasha was mega excited cos she was gonna meet steffi!

oh oh, and i was talking to joan from 1240-2

HAHAHA.

left school around 3, went to meet natc and people.

happy birthday!

the cake eating was retarded.

and many pics taken.

then went to the library.

met chris jeremy and leon too.

then we went out to sit and talk.

after awhile, of camwhoring, we dispersed.

i went back to library to find chris and people.

tried to study but to no avail.

haha ended up talking.

s11 for dinner but didnt eat though.

tormented by flies and baby flying roaches.

which entered chris's food and jeremy's hair.

LOL.

trained home.

theres physics test tmr on thermal energy.

studying now!

so yup.

times really passing fast its thurs tmr!

today is a really really happy day.

love this feeling!

byebye.

staying out of it.

2009-07-07T23:54:00.002+08:00

hello!

am really bored.

should sleep soon.

had emath srp after sch.

then left for j8.

went to the library.

then met mum at basement for dinner.

bsf was good today.

haha going for bsf reminds me of church.

i cant wait for sunday.

im missing everyone.

and, sometimes i feel that it might be better.

to stay out of everything.

not to get involved in any shit.

its kinda an act of self-defence.

and it works.

and happy birthday garykor, i love you!

and happy birthday natc too. :)

its wednesday tmr.

or today.

feel weird being alone somehow.

when everyone around is sleeping.

am reading a new book my mum borrowed for me.

cute mum, she goes to rjc library.

and grabs a random book.

hahaha.

she calls it skill.

anything lor.

goodnight everyone.

its mocks soon.

2-3 weeks?

start studying, no regretting allowed.

bye