smiling through trials.

hey.

been really really tired these few days, and i woke up at 635 today. it was a mad rush omg. managed to be on time tho'. pe was fun, played the baseball bat thing. rounders/cricket. lessons were boring as usual. 

it rained really heavily today, after recess. and it was kind of a good thing and a bad thing. the weather had been really bad these few days, so its good. but then, no frisbee, so its bad. 

and then there were freaking alot of flies. ant flies outside school along the road and all. its freaking sick i swear. like, ALOT ALOT. AHHHHHHH. and they say its cos of the monsoon period. omg freaked out.

im actually studying now. and im not feeling very cheerful. lol ok that sounds stupid, but its true. i dont really feel like laughing alot or talking alot whatsoever. :S but then, i should. 

cos moody people are like emokids and they suck. okay i actually dont make any sense. the conclusion is, i should not be emo. i should be happy and smile always. :)

so yea, there goes. the kinda pathetic but still happy life. but then again, things never go the way we want it to, does it? 

bye. :D

fetish.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GLADYS,

MY BELOVED CUZZY! <3

I LOVE YOU TTM ;)

hey.

i lazy to type cos currently crampinggggg.

1. went out with fang, was awesome. watched 17 again, practically screamed throughout with her, over the freaking major cutenessssssss. omg, melts. zac afron, marry meeeeeeee.

2. went crazy with mum while watching star awards. major hotness again, super hot eh the actors woooooots! i love qiyuwu, dai yangtian, christopher lee, pierre pang, and loads more!!! <3>

3. im doing hmw now. really reluctant to, but i shall, so that i can watch antm when im done. :D so guai right. i know! ;)

okay idk what to type alr. 

so, maybe i'll post later, maybe not.

byeeeee. :D

"if only. "

if only i could.

hello!
sorry for mia-ing.
damn freaking lazy to post nowadays.

everyday is frisbee day.
kinda, ive not really been studying. :/
i feel the anxiety though.

so stupid minchuen threw both frisbees up to the roof omg.
slap him please.
and yea idk how we gonna play on monday.

im currently sitting in delifrance in taka.
happy today cos we went shopping!
me and mummy. :D

supposed to do work but i gave up. =.-
im watching antm.

ytd, stayed in school to frisbee, then went home around 7.
and went out again at 8 to j8.
watched fast and furious 4 with noel, jason, irfan, abby, jerron, wenfeng, peiwen, kotaro and melody, syarir, benedict.
nice show, cool cars, hot girls. :D
hot guys? not really. :S
reached home at 12.

i hate menses seriously.
wth. i hate cramps. -.-
currently suffering.

oh yah and im kinda excited!
about the new red frisbeeeeeeee. wooots.
i shall go watch my antm now.
will blog soon.
:D

byebyeeeeee.

ps. i kinda miss school. :S weirdo.


if i could, i really would. :/ this world isnt fair at all.

frisbeefrenzy.

hihihihihi.

sorry didnt blog for quite awhile?
idk la, like not really detailed.
damn lazy nowadays.
am currently lying on my bed. :D

today was a short day, alot of frisbee.
ohoh, its some stupid idiotic bazaar day.
AND ALL THE STALLS WERE CLOSED.
and the food they sell at the bazaar is like, nothing?
so yea we were starving.
then the malay stall was open!
selling rice, our only hope.
was waiting there for abt 10 mins w ben.
YAY WE GOT OUR FOOD.
not really satisfying but still better than nothing uh.

theres this sicko thingy in my eye, under my eyelid.
like a pimple?
wth damn painful and sore-ish.
it burst when i was playing frisbee, so now its kinda better.
just more sore. :S

shall go school tmr when they are having their amath srp. :D
wanna finish emaths work. good girl right.
so sad ptp was cancelled, so very lil ppl going.
but theres bb/gb enrolment!
hahaha so exciting uh.

frisbee today was fun, i managed to do the retarded bounce off thing.
like, with much effort.
pathetic but super thrilling.
cheap thrill. haha.

also went to bbt today, HONEYDEW SAGO.
BEST! <3
sorry my thoughts abit disorganised. :S

so, we kinda had dinner at the 3rd level open space.
whatever its called.
hahaha packed macs to eat there.
was super funny and fun. :D

i dont really like weekends now, cos of the work i gotta do.
i know i wont do it.
and i miss school.
i just wanna go school everyday and study, cos i wont feel guilty.
haha.

my blog is really boring.
and there are no pics..
lazy to upload.
lazy lazy lazy.
everything also lazy.

im super tired now and my eye is like, sore!
whatever it is i shall sleeeeeep soon.
i hope.

so weird, my mood keeps changing within short timespans.
yesterday was horrendous. *cries.

ok i wonder if you all bother to read.
its super boring. =.-

kk bye <3

sad ttm.

what was i expecting anw. 

joey you are freaking stupid. =.-

OMG I JUST WANNA KILL MYSELF NOW. :(

you have no freaking idea. at all.

i cant believe it. fcol..

oh whatever joey, get over it.

oh fuck. 

bye.

immense pain.

HELLO.

i have so many things to say at one time omg.

okok.

1. IM DEVASTATED. I LOST MY BELOVED MIRACULOUS COUNTERPAIN CREAM. :(
2. my legs are freaking painfooooooooooool. like, immense. hahaha. whatever.

today, after 2.4 i took off my socks and it was stained with bloooood.
and then i realised that my fourth toe (both feet), the whole freaking layer (thick layer) of skin/ flesh was off. OMG.

went to general office with nat. then washed wound, could die alr.
and the auntie freaking cut off the skin/flesh. still bearable.
here comes the part.
IODINE, she put iodine on my freaking raw meeeaaat. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
could faint.. but. i was biting myself. so it helped.
nat was helping me to squirm hehe.
and yea i never felt such pain in such a long time.
kinda felt like the whole layer of skin on my feet was ripped off and dipped in salt.

anw, thankyou stella for the slippers!
perfect timing ;)
and thankyou hy for helping me carry my bag.
oh oh, managed to limp to class after that. :/
kinda proud of myself for not crying. heh.

and with all the muscle aches from 5items and 2.4.
the freaking toes didnt help. =.-

was helping people apply the won derful counterpain cream.
IT ROCKSSSS TTM.
and wth, i cant believe its gone. ;(
i lost it, omg *slaps self

i still can apply for myself cos theres the giant one at home.
i shall go buy tmr to replace my lost one.
its in the phys room i think.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :(

nvm, anw i predict a disastrous tmr, with pai-ka joey limping ard.
like some joke.
haha at least i get the priviledge to wear slippers eh, right natc. hah.

really tired and aching all over.
and i now developed a new phobia for IODINE. :/

alright sleep early.
im typing this on my bed btw!
love my netbooook wheeeee. :D

kk night.
thanks for reading, and those who cared abt my pathetic toes.
heh, <3
byeeeeee!

secure

hi.

damn lazy to post....

lets summarise. 

saturday : gym in morning > vocals > rehearsal for easter > cg :D > supper. 

sunday : easter service! > ncc > home > gym!

today : school for physics > 5 item test > j8 > nat's hse > island creamery  > home.

so anw, nat's hse was funfunfun! :D

5items was great too. 

super tired and drained out now.

and theres freaking 2.4 tmr. argh.

hopefully i can get below 16min.

=.- super lousy shit.

the date is 13th. 

and theres less than a month to study for ct alr.

so, no more fooling ard, i hope.

and lets hiatus and study. :D

kk im really freaking tired ttm.

omg faint. 

bye

in the cross, be my glory ever

hi!

:D thurs and today was great!

church on thurs after school.

we were like playing frisbee under th rain

and freeze and melt in the canteen. 

HHAHA, retarded right.

then today was church> lunch w family> town!

watch the jackie chan movie. 

very nice, shinjuku incident. :D

it was nc 16, so my mum and i were like, hoping damn hard.

hahaha.

i know why its nc 16. 

its kinda violent and gory, bloody luh. 

but with so many cute jap guys! whee.

and jackie chan didnt really do much stunts, kinda unexpected.

totally diff from his other usual movies though.

but it was worth the watch, the action and intense. :D

about some immigrants trying to make a living in jap.

kinda sad, with a sad ending. 

but mafias and yuzakas are cool. whatever its called la.

and the small jap girl is so cute, just like her father. HAHA.

so is daniel wu. ;D

ok whatever, GO WATCH IT! ;)

gonna gym w mummy tmr!

so coolioxz.

then vocals then cg. :)

yay fun weekend.

kinda tired now.

heard that david's leg injured or smth. :(

get well soon!!! :D

kk i shall sleep early. 

byeeee.

life is a maze.

hulloooooooo!

school has been superduper hyper these few days. :D

fun fun. and frisbee really rocks.

haha. better than the complicated and need alot of player tchoukball.

anw, been trying to catch up w the work.

thank god for free periods during amath. woo.

we are still doing the crazy harmonising thing. =.-

retardedness. 

our class also having picnics these days.

damn siao! anything also can one la!

madnesssss.

shall start getting into the study mood soon. like, nearing common test. :D

kinda miss exams, haha.

but i want the hall eh, then will have the atmosphere.

lol, whatever!

after sch today, stayed back for english EP.

was okay luh, just no inspiration.

now to do a compo without a freaking PROPER title.

=.-

but the notes look helpful eh. :D

then went out of sch, to find bryan, david and natc.

ended up going to foodj. after drooling over the ff(fried food) in basement.

sat there, they all did work.

then abby stacia and lijing came. :D

kristy too.

bought the wonderful prata!

then talked crap and all.

oh ya, i saw vernneng kor!

omg everytime i see him i rmb that, he freaking got 7pts.

and top scholar in KCP for year 2007? or 2006? 

haha my motivation la. :)

oh!! suddenly rmbed.

we all were locked out of amaths class. HAHA JOKE.

we had physics freeperiod before that.

then i guess somehow we forgot the time or smth.

haha idk i was sleeping. 

ms yeo was pissed, so we got locked up.

all the physics students. damn joke.

anw, after one period, she let us in.

yup. sorry abt the unorganised thoughts. hee.

oh ya and i heard yilin's blog song.

which is also the song she kept singing today in her freaking high voice la walao!

yup. very nice eh so song. cute. 

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried 
And I don’t know why.

oh oh, just rmbed.

after eating prata we went ntuc to shop!

omg im damn disorganised, sorry.

then we bought snacks and all for tmr's picnic. haha!

kk im feeling so luan.

oh and these few days im getting migraines at night.

and weird random dizziness in the day.

hmm, hope its nothing serious.

kk i shall sleep super early today.

like at 11pm. :D

and im still surprised people read my blog! 

really long and wordy posts la. haha.

thanks for reading! so touched.. ;)

okbyeeeeee. <3

p.s. my english is really sucky yknow. :S horrible.

picture spam! :D (orchard scotts)

we all know we are procrastinating.

hi!

school today was great as usual.

super hyper, haha.

after pe we started this harmonising thing.

when we greet teachers, we have issues! (as quoted from yilin)

anw, after sch, rushed home with nat.

super retarded, and we totally rock la.

lesson ended at 230.

managed to reach home by 3.

and leave hse at 330.

and reach school at 4.

wahahahaha madness!

went back to school, she went for goh.

i went to find kris and syarir and david. :D

yilin joined us, so did peiwen and noel.

 and we went to bbt.

slacked there, and made alot of noise. =.- 

(toilet monster! + laaaame. + weird 'sui bian' drinks)

then after that.

we stupidly decided that we should go back to school. 

LAAAAAME.

so we did go back.

to watch interclass soccer (girls)

and we played frisbeeeeeeeee!

soccer was lame la. =.-

cmi. and people cried.

and it was a totally weird match anw. 

frisbee is still the best luh!

oh ya, yilin's back injured, :(

get well soooon! :D

then at 7plus, minchuen's dad fetched them back.

and i walked to zion for bsf.

it was great, cos i was hyper and not sleepy. 

altho i was freaking sweaty, ew.

got home and here i am now.

feeling a lil migrane-ish and fever is coming soon i think.

so is flu.

damn and next week is 5items + 2.4

shit. please dont fall sick joey.

anw i took some pills. 

should be okay.

i shall go do some work now.

oh yea, abt the title.

dont you think its so true. urgh.

we all just dont wanna stop play and start work.

who wants to anw.

i dont know i hope we'll survive this. 

i know we can.

kkbye.

trust

psalms 27 : 1-6

the Lord is my light and my salvation,

whom shall i fear?

the Lord is the stronghold of my life,

of whom shall i be afraid?

when my enemies and foe attack me,

they will stumble and fall.

though an army besiege me, 

my heart will not fear.

though war break out against me,

even then will i be confident.

for in the days of trouble,

He will keep me safe in His dwelling,

he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle

and set me high upon a rock.

then my head will be exalted above the enemies who surround me,

at his tabernacle will i sacrifice with shouts of joy.

i will sing and make music to the Lord. 

disheartened.

best bunch of buds you can ever have!

loves. <3

had one of the few greatest times of the year so far.

besides chingay. haa. :)

camwhored and stuffed ourselves with food and tidbits.

omg i freaking big flying cockroach just freaking flew into my room and towards me.

and i screamed and ran out somehow.

and am currenting controlling tears and my shivering limbs.

did i mention that in  class retreat i had a 1v1 battle with a freaking big beetle.

half the size of my hp.

in the toilet, nude.

and ever since then, im having this phobia/trauma.

sucks. ttm.

i swear i'll die at the next encounter.

to hell with beetles/ cockroaches/ flying stuff.

anw, school today was zombified at first.

but we were all hyper during lessons!

i wonder why! everyone yknow.

after school, had cheena oral.

sucked luh.

im like some major failure. =.-

waited for kris and walked to j8.

i took bus at interchange.

feeling emo again.

im having really bad moodswings im afraid of myself. 

scary.

anw, alot alot of due work.

can i forget about the old ones?

please. 3 compos i dont wanna touch!

byebye. :(

content

hello! 

today, woke up at 7plus. 

reached sch at 8plus and frisbee for awhile.

with ben and louis. and david.

hhaha, was fun. im really noob. =.-

then amaths.

joined eqa in nr tan aka maths god's class.

which consists of syarir, natc, eqa and another guy. yea.

he teached indices so i listened at the start.

then later, it was amaths stuff.

so i did my emath hmw. 

after that, went to tts with ben, david, louis, sophie, natc, abby. 

bought this balloon for jason.

LOOKS LIKE HIM EH!

hahahahaha, ok anw.

its much better yay.

then stayed there, till syarir came.

and noel peiwen and all.

yea, then went to eat w ben nat and syarir.

said bye after that and left for church.

vocals, then wordessentials.

ended at 5. 

went back to tts.

more ppl there now.

we made alot of noise la!

ahahaha. abby is retarded. ;P

then left at around 6plus 7plus, cant rmb.

yup. they went bowling, i went home. :)

long accomplished day.

i shall wake up at this timing every sat now. :D

anw, get well soon jason!

healing fast ah. naruto. HAHA.

ok anw, tmr.

church > tts > orchard scotts? / newton. :D

tmr will be another happy day~

but all the hmw.

aiya lets just put that aside. :X

die die, nvm.

can one. 

DETERMINATION!

kk bye. :D

collision

HELLO.

really lazy to elaborate bout today.

but TGIF! woooo.

happy i lovelovelove fridays ttm.

er, school was, slackish?

was it. ok it wasnt really.

just lessons. and lessons. =.-

and the weather is MADNESS.

loads of hmw. 3compos. 

emaths, phys, ss.

nvm, DETERMINATION.

after school was the best part.

went j8 w teckhong, ended up not watching anth. :(

then bought food and bbt for people in school!

ate in canteen>watched frisbee > abby played flute and minchuen played clarinet

started human band LOL (ragu, jason, irfan and more)

made damn alot of noise, geraint, natc, ben, syarir, noel was there too.

it was freaking funny luh!!! 

then played frisbee.

ok this is the scary part.

it was a 9v9 game.

then as i was about to catch the frisbee at the end pt,

irfan and jason intercepted and collided head to head omg.

it was freaking scary.

it happened in front of me directly!

then they're head started swelling omg damn scary.

and jason's one was really big.

anw, thank God they're okay now. :D

speeeeedy recovery please. 

amath srp tmr, might just go sch to do work.

good girl right.

yup and vocals after that. 

then wordessentials. 

i shall sleep early tonight.

:) bye 

emofied ttm.

hi. 

omg im feeling damn emo today i suckzzxzxzxzxz.

e is for emotional, ruins everybody's day

m is for miserable people

o is for on the dark side, cos we have some fresh cookies.

okay freaking random.

im super weird.

i feel so despo and loserish.

major loser.

and the guy on chnl 8 at 9pm is really cute.

so is ad and a and d.

see? despo loser.

hah, somehow i have a feeling i'll never get married.

i know you agree. 

shudap.

k i shall go cut myself (fake)

bye miserable people. 

quiz. (tagged by fang)

1. Beside your lips, where is the favourite spot you get kissed ?
Ans: forehead, cheek?
2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning ?
Ans: weird. like i teleported from another world back here. 
3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
Ans: nooroo! practical partner! 
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
Ans: not really luh. =.-
5. Would you ever donate blood ?
Ans: YES DEFINITELY.
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex ?
Ans: yup i have now. 
7. Do you wan someone dead ?
Ans:no?
8. What does your last message says ?
Ans: I tot student price every weekday $6. Ya feeling better but coughing like mad.
9. What are you thinking right now ?
Ans: despo-ness
10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now ?
Ans: uh huh.
11. What is the time you go to bed last night ?
Ans: 12plusish
12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now ?
Ans: its from rjc
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Ans: more than one. 
14. Who was the last person who texted you ?
Ans: teckhong
15. People Tagged to do this quiz ? ( you can dont do hahaha)
1) natasha
2) kristy
3) yilin
4) shirlene
5) benjamin
6) ivan
7) louis
8) gladys (done alr)
9) nooroo
10) geraint

16. Who is 2 (kristy) having relationship with ?
Answer: me la who else. 
17. Is 3 (yilin) a male or female ?
Ans: feeee male.
18. If 7 (Louis) & 10 (Geraint) gets together will it be a good thing?
Ans: good for them, bad for the world. retards of the world unite.
19. What is 1 (natasha) studying about ?
Ans: everything that i study.
20. Is Number 4 (shirlene) Single ?
Ans: uh huh. 
21. Say something about number 5 (Benjamin) ?
Ans: oh, durian drink!
22. What do you think about 3 (yilin) & 6 (ivan) being together ?
Ans: LOL! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
23. Describe number 9 (nooroo).
Ans: my phys prac and chem prac partner. wooo! :D
24. What will you do if number 6 (ivan) & 7 (louis) fight ?
Ans: i will take a video. LOL
25.Do you like number 8 (gladys)?
Ans: haha, she knows i love her. [tt] <3

k done. 

feeling really grossed out by myself.

:/ joey, get a life. 

is that it?

to do

1. slap self for repeated stupidity. 

2. start doing assignments (its freaking alot fcol)

3. clear table + room, off comp at times. 

4. sleep at 1130. (seemingly impossible)

5. get some motivation. i wonder how. 

so, school today was. craptartic.

nothing much, sleeeeepy. 

OH! ok its april's fool.

louis is an idiot he freaking bluffed me 3times or more in a row.

and i was so zombified in the morning. 

that i forgot the date. 

and yea, anyone who tell me 'you didnt zip your bag.'

i'll feel for the zip. -.= 

freaking dumb and lame.

oh and during cme, it was a total joke!!

hahahahaa. they tp-ed fran. and it was kinda failurish.

(there was more stuff here but blogger screwed up)

nevermind im really lazy to type alr. =.-

stupid i really hate blogger sometimes.

Kristy says:

*if it is then it is

*the more you try to deny

*the more it hits back at you

bryan came to school today!

get well soon please. missed you. :)

k bye, damn pissed.